We’ll find an answer

Hello darkness, what’s your name tonight?
I’ve heard you’re back in town, devouring the light.
I was fearless since you had stepped away last time,
But tonight we are sharing again this glass of traitor wine.

Spreading your spell, you turned our worlds upside down,
Nothing lasts forever, but nothing means anything now.
You’ve put again in our innocent eyes the pouring rain
And this tearful train is taking us nowhere again.

And we know, it’s not the kiss that makes the love,
It’s a magical, mysterious spell that comes from above,
We also know, it’s not the wings that make the angels,
You confused us, but easily, as a kiss, we’ll find the answers.

Hello little love, do not become a ghost without any color,
Wherever this darkness leads us, I’ll be your faithful lover,
Because you are the best painting this life has ever made,
I’ll be close to you and we’ll put the fear back in the shade.

But if your colorful shadow choose to leave my side,
You’d try to find the light without me; you’d choose to push me aside,
We’ll always wake up in the night, feeling that a piece of our hearts is gone,
Easily, as a falling tear, I will become a homeless woman.

Maybe we’ll be happy for ourselves, but surrounded by castles of rain
And the darkness will come to pour into our glasses wine again.
We’ll put the masks on our faces, like we did so many times,
We’ll put rules and we will draw the line again between us.

You know, there’s still a place for dreamers like us,
You know, the same tears fall from every covered by love eye.
And even if it’s too hard to talk about it, too wild to analyze,
Easily, as a breath, we’ll find an answer, hided carefully in the skies.

Let’s go insane

 

Let’s run from the reality, from what is right and wrong
And live our life like two insane lovers, singing our love song.
Let’s tell everybody that we love each other
And kiss in the middle of a crowded street
And the passers by will smile at us and think for themselves “How sweet”.
You will take me in your arms and kiss my smile under the pouring rain,
Like in romantic movies we will fall in love again and again.
Let’s hug and kiss each other all night long
And in the morning let’s wonder, where did the hours go?
Let’s look each other in the eyes, without saying any words
 And try to guess the meaning of the silence that burns crazily our souls.
Fill my mornings with rustling of Heaven, caress gently my head,
Wake up earlier than me and bring me sweets, coffee and flowers in bed.
Let’s go, in the evening, for a walk to the ocean,
You’ll put your arms around me and we’ll get lost kissing in a slow motion.
We’ll throw stones in the water, we’ll run chasing the birds from the shore,
We will feel how this magical feeling unites us increasingly more.
Let’s run through the ocean’s waves until our clothes get wet,
Take them off with tenderness, under the mysterious light of sunset,
Let’s celebrate our love even more naked than the first Angels,
Let’s forget about the world and savor this feeling as golden as the sand.
Let’s reinvent love, we’ll love like nobody did before,
The life chooses us to play on the love stage this insane role.
And I’m proud of what I’m feeling, I’m proud that I love you
And it feels so right and heavenly because I know you feel it too.
So let’s keep singing this lovely refrain,
Let’s just go insane!

Love doesn’t die. It never dies.

       

          I died almost 9 years ago. But I am writing this not because I want to tell you how my life is here. I am writing to tell you my story, the story of my biggest love. And I want to tell you that love doesn’t die, even here, on the other side of life; even if somebody is trying to kill it; even if you are trying to kill it too. Love doesn’t die. It never dies.

          We met on December 31st. I was going to celebrate New Year with my third wife and my old friends. Before meeting her, my life was so pointless that very often I asked myself: What am I living for?

           Job? Yes, I liked my job. Family? I really wanted to have children, but I didn’t have any. Now I understand, the meaning of my life was to meet her. I don’t want to describe her. Well, I just cannot describe her in the way you would really understand how she is, because every word, every line of my letter is imbued with love for her. I was ready to give everything for her.

           So, it was on December 31st. That night, suddenly I realized that I got lost. If she came alone, I would go to talk to her in the first minute of our meeting. But she was not alone. She was with my best friend. They knew each other just for a couple of weeks. I’ve heard about her a lot of interesting things from my friend and now I finally see her.

          I went to the window. My breath has blurred the window and I wrote on it: “I love you”. I walked away and the inscription disappeared. An hour later I returned to that window. I breathed on it again and saw another inscription: “I’m yours”. My knees got weak; I couldn’t breathe for a few seconds… Everything that happened in my life before that night was delirium. My life began that night, I saw in her eyes the same thing, it’s like she was happy for the first time of her life too.

              The second of January we moved into a hotel and planned to buy a small house. We kept writing for each other notes on the windows. I wrote her, “You are my dream.” She replied, “Just don’t wake up!” We were writing the most beautiful words, desires, feelings on all the windows in the hotel, on the car’s windows… It became a habit.

              We were together for two months. Then I was gone. Now I come to see her only when she sleeps. I’m sitting on her bed and breathing her smell. I can not cry, but I feel pain. All these eight years she sat by the window alone in every New Year’s night, poured champagne in her glass and cried. I know she keeps writing notes for me on the windows, but I cannot read them… the windows don’t sweat anymore when I breath on them.

             The last New Year was unusual. I don’t want to tell you the secrets of the afterlife, but I deserved one wish. I wanted to read her latest inscription on the window. When she fell asleep, I sat by her bed, I played with her hair, I kissed her hands and went to the window. I knew that I could see her message and I saw it: “Let me go”

           This New Year is the last one that she will spend alone. My wish could come true in exchange that I would never be able to come and see her again.

           This New Year’s night, when the clock strikes midnight, when all the people around have fun, when the whole universe will freeze waiting for the first breath, the very first second of  New Year, she’s going to poor in her glass champagne, she will sit by the window and read my note: ”You are free to go”

Two Souls

She was waiting, but her forces are gone

And the strings of her guitar are broken,

She still plays awkwardly, greeting the dawn,

Her songs are crying with the words unspoken.

She wanted the best, now she gave up forever.

The bridge collapsed, burning harrowing too long,

Separating two souls that couldn’t be together,

But found their immortality in a love song.

Two souls punched with hundreds of deep holes,

They are dying in silence in the cradle of love,

Their shadows are dancing on the dream’s wall…

Two souls that cannot be together and still cannot be alone.

She is playing the music of the counting minutes,

Looking for something that would teach her to fly,

But the stubborn memory is breaking the limits,

This unbearable feeling still doesn’t want to die.

The flames of the burning bridge was lightening her way,

The bridge that united two souls doesn’t exist anymore,

From all that has been only smoke and ashes remain

Is she on the right shore? It doesn’t matter anymore…

She’s far away… She’s gone…

Alunga-ma

Alunga-ma de chipul lui de inger,

De sentimentul pe care stiu sa-l simt prea sincer.

Alunga-ma de umbra lui pamanteasca,

Care mi-a ratacit sufletul sub plapuma cereasca.

Alunga-ma de noaptea lipsita de vise,

Prefer sa fiu treaza decat sa dorm fara vise.

Alunga-ma de drumul inapoi spre inceputuri,

Unde inima mi-au sfasiat-o recile-anotimpuri.

Alunga-ma de frumosul zbor al sentimentelor,

Ce n-au stiut sa treaca prin dulceata cuvintelor.

Alunga-ma de sentimentul atat de efemer…

In zilele ploioase, tanic, nevoie simt de cer.

Alunga-ma de zambetul ce m-a izgonit din Rai

In infernul unde adunam lacrimile, lipsita de grai.

M-ai alungat de-acasa, de tot ce mi-e mai scump,

Imi vindec pacatul, printre straini, in care zac demult.

Alunga-ma, destine, de iubirea ce ma imbata,

Pentru care mereu mi-am daruit nemurirea mea toata.

De la ea luam cantec, luam vise, poezii si vecie,

Imi daruiam sufletul maiestrilor fatarniciei.

A ramas putina lumina pe care-o indrept spre vis,

Adorm linstita in leaganul de cantece si scris,

O sa treaca vreme, destine, o sa ma arunci undeva,

Alunga-ma de casa pana cand nu-mi vindec rana.

Drove off from Heaven

Where from comes the storm that’s inside her head,

When everything around her is so calm and dead?

A huge Hell of wounds, a huge landscape of shadows,

 Are crawling in her dreams in the cradle of hours.

What are you looking for, in her dead heart, love?

When from the peaceful Heaven, his smile drove her off?

Too many bullets of lead you implanted in her being,

When she opened her soul you merciless kept killing.

 Tears are rolling in her songs like stones of an old hill,

She doesn’t know how this dead heart still can feel…

Too many sharp feelings touched this young skin,

 The purest and innocent feeling reflects in her mirror a sin.

And she cries again, there’s nothing she could change,

She took this curse as a gift, this feeling still feels strange.

Turning her thoughts and feelings into poems and songs,

Wondering where in the world is the place she belongs.

Lee Loo – I wanna see you crying (Lyrics)

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Music and Lyrics by Anastasia Levitchi

No, I’m not broken,

My heart is still beating.

That wound is open

So, put the salt on it

And watch it bleed.

Burn me with your smile,

The memories are stealing all my time,

Tell me one more lie

‘Cause I need to build

For this feeling a rhyme.

Time keeps leaving me,

Here, all alone needing you.

Don’t wanna see you,

Don’t wanna know if you miss me too.

You feel like crying…

You don’t know how it feels dying.

It’s too late for trying.

Now I wanna see you crying.

Cut me one more time,

Mix again your poison in my wine,

Take again that gun,

Push the trigger, look, here is my pride.

You feel like screaming…

Finally you know this feeling.

You feel like running…

No, I wanna see you crying.