Love, I’ve felt you so many times before and today you are sneaking into my heart again. Where do you want to take me this time? Should I let you lead me?

This time promise that you’ll impress me. Show me something new. Give me back the happiness you took from me, always leaving me in wanting more. Let it last long. Give me back my music. Show me your real face without hiding it behind so many different masks.

It took so much time to forgive you, Love. It took me so much time to get used to the person you turned me into.

Pour feelings in my emptied by so many souls cup. Fill it till the very top. I am tired of feeling empty. I’ve been feeling emptiness long enough.

Colour my faded in shadows world with your beautiful colors. Draw again that shiny smile on my face, add the light to my glance and I’ll become a better me.

Put a spell in my inspiration, I just cannot keep writing about what I’ve been writing before. Or better take me to the real world, where I won’t dig deep in myself, searching the roots of the questions that didn’t even need an answer… Roots of the thorns that pricked me to tears, roots of the flowers that were flowering my being. Let the time show me what I don’t know about myself.

I am 7 more kisses away from falling deeply in love. I am opening up my heart again for you… Own it. Fill it with love and I will share it.

Take me, Love. I am ready.

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Close your eyes, tell me, what do you see?

Open your heart, tell me, what do you feel?

This silence can’t be broken,

But don’t worry, I understand your words unspoken,

You know, I understand your words unspoken.

We won’t put words to this feeling,

We’ll keep the silence and we’ll guess its meaning.

This silence can’t be broken,

But I know, you understand my words unspoken

`Cause you love to understand my words unspoken.

Chorus:

Quite, let me fall asleep again

Dreaming about the words that you might say.

Quite, don’t tell me that my dreams are true,

This is a quite love we’re flowing through,

Give me that look and give me that smile,

Make me go crazy even just for a while.

I wonder, how could this love happen?

You and I, we made it happen,

Don’t tell me anything, just let it happen.

Luna plange in lacuri, ranita de frumusetea tristetei,
Azi v-om ingropa iubirea in vascoasa densitate a cetei.
Noaptea curge greu, umpland in pahare visele de ieri,
Servim prea insetati dulceata din cupe pline de dureri.

Mai iubeste-ma o vreme, ia-ma-n somn de ma viseaza,
Mai viseaza iubirea-n fata careia ingerii ingenuncheaza.
Sa-ti cad la piept, in inima ta sa-mi fac cuib ca-ntr-o floare,
Sa ma lasi libera, sunt sortita sa fiu de-a pururi calatoare.

Zadarnic mi-e scrisul daca nu-ti poate da o zi de-a ma iubi,
Zadarnice imi sunt cantecele daca niciodata nu le vei auzi.
Am sa culc pe clapele pianului sufletu-mi intemnitat in dor,
Ce dormea pe strunele chitarei, azi am schimbat acest decor.

Alb si negru, negru si alb… Azi simt cum suferinta moare,
Iar sufletul meu devine un camp imens de crini albi in floare.
Mari taceri vor arde-n melodii, mari taceri vor arde in cuvinte,
Iubesc tacerea de cand mi-am pus in valize visele carunte.

Dar gata, internam iubirea in spital, ii prescriem amintiri ciudate,
S-a imbolnavit de dor, am lasat de prea mult timp strunele dezacordate.
Sorbind din clipele uitarii, nu mai e leac, maine in zori va muri stingher,
De data asta n-o sa incercam sa o salvam… O sa o ingropam in cer.

De parca-n vizita la ingeri te-ai fi dus, ai invatat a lor privire,
Ai invatat si sa zambesti ca ei… Am sa pastrez aceasta amintire.
De aceasta melodie de pian o ultima dorinta e agatata…
Sa te mai vad o singura data si apoi niciodata…

Spreading your spell, you turned our worlds upside down,
Nothing lasts forever, but nothing means anything now.
You’ve put again in our innocent eyes the pouring rain
And this tearful train is taking us nowhere again.

And we know, it’s not the kiss that makes the love,
It’s a magical, mysterious spell that comes from above,
We also know, it’s not the wings that make the angels,
You confused us, but easily, as a kiss, we’ll find the answers.

Hello little love, do not become a ghost without any color,
Wherever this darkness leads us, I’ll be your faithful lover,
Because you are the best painting this life has ever made,
I’ll be close to you and we’ll put the fear back in the shade.

But if your colorful shadow choose to leave my side,
You’d try to find the light without me; you’d choose to push me aside,
We’ll always wake up in the night, feeling that a piece of our hearts is gone,
Easily, as a falling tear, I will become a homeless woman.

Maybe we’ll be happy for ourselves, but surrounded by castles of rain
And the darkness will come to pour into our glasses wine again.
We’ll put the masks on our faces, like we did so many times,
We’ll put rules and we will draw the line again between us.

You know, there’s still a place for dreamers like us,
You know, the same tears fall from every covered by love eye.
And even if it’s too hard to talk about it, too wild to analyze,
Easily, as a breath, we’ll find an answer, hided carefully in the skies.

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Let’s run from the reality, from what is right and wrong
And live our life like two insane lovers, singing our love song.
Let’s tell everybody that we love each other
And kiss in the middle of a crowded street
And the passers by will smile at us and think for themselves “How sweet”.
You will take me in your arms and kiss my smile under the pouring rain,
Like in romantic movies we will fall in love again and again.
Let’s hug and kiss each other all night long
And in the morning let’s wonder, where did the hours go?
Let’s look each other in the eyes, without saying any words
 And try to guess the meaning of the silence that burns crazily our souls.
Fill my mornings with rustling of Heaven, caress gently my head,
Wake up earlier than me and bring me sweets, coffee and flowers in bed.
Let’s go, in the evening, for a walk to the ocean,
You’ll put your arms around me and we’ll get lost kissing in a slow motion.
We’ll throw stones in the water, we’ll run chasing the birds from the shore,
We will feel how this magical feeling unites us increasingly more.
Let’s run through the ocean’s waves until our clothes get wet,
Take them off with tenderness, under the mysterious light of sunset,
Let’s celebrate our love even more naked than the first Angels,
Let’s forget about the world and savor this feeling as golden as the sand.
Let’s reinvent love, we’ll love like nobody did before,
The life chooses us to play on the love stage this insane role.
And I’m proud of what I’m feeling, I’m proud that I love you
And it feels so right and heavenly because I know you feel it too.
So let’s keep singing this lovely refrain,
Let’s just go insane!

          I died almost 9 years ago. But I am writing this not because I want to tell you how my life is here. I am writing to tell you my story, the story of my biggest love. And I want to tell you that love doesn’t die, even here, on the other side of life; even if somebody is trying to kill it; even if you are trying to kill it too. Love doesn’t die. It never dies.

          We met on December 31st. I was going to celebrate New Year with my third wife and my old friends. Before meeting her, my life was so pointless that very often I asked myself: What am I living for?

           Job? Yes, I liked my job. Family? I really wanted to have children, but I didn’t have any. Now I understand, the meaning of my life was to meet her. I don’t want to describe her. Well, I just cannot describe her in the way you would really understand how she is, because every word, every line of my letter is imbued with love for her. I was ready to give everything for her.

           So, it was on December 31st. That night, suddenly I realized that I got lost. If she came alone, I would go to talk to her in the first minute of our meeting. But she was not alone. She was with my best friend. They knew each other just for a couple of weeks. I’ve heard about her a lot of interesting things from my friend and now I finally see her.

          I went to the window. My breath has blurred the window and I wrote on it: “I love you”. I walked away and the inscription disappeared. An hour later I returned to that window. I breathed on it again and saw another inscription: “I’m yours”. My knees got weak; I couldn’t breathe for a few seconds… Everything that happened in my life before that night was delirium. My life began that night, I saw in her eyes the same thing, it’s like she was happy for the first time of her life too.

              The second of January we moved into a hotel and planned to buy a small house. We kept writing for each other notes on the windows. I wrote her, “You are my dream.” She replied, “Just don’t wake up!” We were writing the most beautiful words, desires, feelings on all the windows in the hotel, on the car’s windows… It became a habit.

              We were together for two months. Then I was gone. Now I come to see her only when she sleeps. I’m sitting on her bed and breathing her smell. I can not cry, but I feel pain. All these eight years she sat by the window alone in every New Year’s night, poured champagne in her glass and cried. I know she keeps writing notes for me on the windows, but I cannot read them… the windows don’t sweat anymore when I breath on them.

             The last New Year was unusual. I don’t want to tell you the secrets of the afterlife, but I deserved one wish. I wanted to read her latest inscription on the window. When she fell asleep, I sat by her bed, I played with her hair, I kissed her hands and went to the window. I knew that I could see her message and I saw it: “Let me go”

           This New Year is the last one that she will spend alone. My wish could come true in exchange that I would never be able to come and see her again.

           This New Year’s night, when the clock strikes midnight, when all the people around have fun, when the whole universe will freeze waiting for the first breath, the very first second of  New Year, she’s going to poor in her glass champagne, she will sit by the window and read my note: ”You are free to go”

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She was waiting, but her forces are gone

And the strings of her guitar are broken,

She still plays awkwardly, greeting the dawn,

Her songs are crying with the words unspoken.

She wanted the best, now she gave up forever.

The bridge collapsed, burning harrowing too long,

Separating two souls that couldn’t be together,

But found their immortality in a love song.

Two souls punched with hundreds of deep holes,

They are dying in silence in the cradle of love,

Their shadows are dancing on the dream’s wall…

Two souls that cannot be together and still cannot be alone.

She is playing the music of the counting minutes,

Looking for something that would teach her to fly,

But the stubborn memory is breaking the limits,

This unbearable feeling still doesn’t want to die.

The flames of the burning bridge was lightening her way,

The bridge that united two souls doesn’t exist anymore,

From all that has been only smoke and ashes remain

Is she on the right shore? It doesn’t matter anymore…

She’s far away… She’s gone…

Alunga-ma de chipul lui de inger,

De sentimentul pe care stiu sa-l simt prea sincer.

Alunga-ma de umbra lui pamanteasca,

Care mi-a ratacit sufletul sub plapuma cereasca.

Alunga-ma de noaptea lipsita de vise,

Prefer sa fiu treaza decat sa dorm fara vise.

Alunga-ma de drumul inapoi spre inceputuri,

Unde inima mi-au sfasiat-o recile-anotimpuri.

Alunga-ma de frumosul zbor al sentimentelor,

Ce n-au stiut sa treaca prin dulceata cuvintelor.

Alunga-ma de sentimentul atat de efemer…

In zilele ploioase, tanic, nevoie simt de cer.

Alunga-ma de zambetul ce m-a izgonit din Rai

In infernul unde adunam lacrimile, lipsita de grai.

M-ai alungat de-acasa, de tot ce mi-e mai scump,

Imi vindec pacatul, printre straini, in care zac demult.

Alunga-ma, destine, de iubirea ce ma imbata,

Pentru care mereu mi-am daruit nemurirea mea toata.

De la ea luam cantec, luam vise, poezii si vecie,

Imi daruiam sufletul maiestrilor fatarniciei.

A ramas putina lumina pe care-o indrept spre vis,

Adorm linstita in leaganul de cantece si scris,

O sa treaca vreme, destine, o sa ma arunci undeva,

Alunga-ma de casa pana cand nu-mi vindec rana.

Where from comes the storm that’s inside her head,

When everything around her is so calm and dead?

A huge Hell of wounds, a huge landscape of shadows,

 Are crawling in her dreams in the cradle of hours.

What are you looking for, in her dead heart, love?

When from the peaceful Heaven, his smile drove her off?

Too many bullets of lead you implanted in her being,

When she opened her soul you merciless kept killing.

 Tears are rolling in her songs like stones of an old hill,

She doesn’t know how this dead heart still can feel…

Too many sharp feelings touched this young skin,

 The purest and innocent feeling reflects in her mirror a sin.

And she cries again, there’s nothing she could change,

She took this curse as a gift, this feeling still feels strange.

Turning her thoughts and feelings into poems and songs,

Wondering where in the world is the place she belongs.

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Music and Lyrics by Anastasia Levitchi

No, I’m not broken,

My heart is still beating.

That wound is open

So, put the salt on it

And watch it bleed.

Burn me with your smile,

The memories are stealing all my time,

Tell me one more lie

‘Cause I need to build

For this feeling a rhyme.

Time keeps leaving me,

Here, all alone needing you.

Don’t wanna see you,

Don’t wanna know if you miss me too.

You feel like crying…

You don’t know how it feels dying.

It’s too late for trying.

Now I wanna see you crying.

Cut me one more time,

Mix again your poison in my wine,

Take again that gun,

Push the trigger, look, here is my pride.

You feel like screaming…

Finally you know this feeling.

You feel like running…

No, I wanna see you crying.

Not for me is the sky that’s reflecting in your eyes,

Not for me is the happiness born out of your smiles,

Not for me is the moon that is guarding your sleep,

Not for me are the dreams you are hiding so deep.

Only for you are the kisses I wasn’t gifted to feel,

Only for you are the stars that from the night sky I steal.

Only for you are the mornings in witch I dare to wake up,

Only for you I’m mixing happiness with sadness in my cup.

Not for me are the nights in witch you’re dreaming of love,

Not for me is the peace of the fragile wings of your dove.

Not for me is the ground walked by your romantic soul,

Not for me you are playing on the life stage your role.

Only for you is the wind that is playing with my hair,

Only for you I still agree to breath this stifled air.

Only for you is this life that’s tormenting my heart,

Only for you I still believe and dream of a new start.

Not for my curiosity you are keeping your secrets,

Only for you, in the cradle of time, I’m cooling off minutes.

Not for me is the biggest love you have ever felt,

Only for you my frozen heart still can be melt…

“Hello Angel,

I came to talk to you again… You want me to go to sleep, I know it’s late, but no… Let me talk to you, you’re the one who guarded me all this time, you’re the only one who knows me better than I do. Tonight I won’t talk to you about me, anyway you know everything that’s happening and what is going to happen with me, I really don’t care. I wanna talk to you about someone who’s far away from me, who’s probably sleeping now… Yes, she is sleeping for sure, so she’s not trying to read my thoughts and to feel what I feel. Here’s only you and me, face to face and heart to heart. You know, I’ll be fine… You know what I want from my life, so I’ll keep moving… Don’t worry about me anymore. I am on my right way.

I want you to guard her… Make her forget me. Love her more than you love me, give her everything I wanted to give. Take her on your wings to Heaven, make her smile everyday. Forget about me, Angel, forget about you. Show her the most beautiful life, the life that no one have ever lived.”

Every word, born out of his mouth, sounded calm and cold, he was completely sure about what he was saying, without additional gestures and mimics, sometimes just showing a sad smile, a smile that very soon turned into a frozen frown on his face.

“Before you’ll fly to her, I must give you something.” The Angel was watching him without saying anything, he knew everything beforehand, trying to hide his sadness he kept listening.

“This is what will remind you about what I asked you to do, keep it always with you; it will motivate you to do it with your entire being.”

“Is that what you really want?” Angel asked.

“All that I really want is she…”

He unzipped his jacket, without feeling any pain he took his heart out of his chest and gave it to Angel. His movements started to slow down… Stepping dizzy he entered his room and locked the door. He sat on the floor and sipped from the cup of coffee he had prepared especially for that moment. Holding tight his guitar, he covered the hole that’s instead his heart now.

It was late. Stars were making the night more beautiful than the day can be. Night fell over his love. It was time for him to put memories to sleep. Singing lullabies from the deepest corner of his devoured by pain soul, cooling them off in the deepest sleep guarded by eternity. Before that he watched them once again, lived every moment, he let them flow through his veins. For the last time he allowed his eyes to shed tears. For the last time he allowed himself to feel that strange, painful happiness…

Angel flew away, being unable to hide his tears throughout the flight. But he has to stop crying, because he has to make someone the happiest person in the whole universe. When he reached the girl’s house, he sat on the windowsill laying his wings on the back. She was sitting on her bed as if she was waiting for someone. When she saw the Angel she jumped from bed and asked:

“Where is he? I saw everything while I was sleeping. Is it true? He really asked you to do that?” Without waiting for an answer she continued: “I have my own Angel who’s taking care of me, he needs you!”

Through the sad smile the Angel answered: “No… all he ever needed was you.”

“Take me to him. I need to see him, to talk to him. There are so many things I didn’t tell him. I want him to know everything I feel. I want him to know that I love…” the Angel interrupted her, trying to keep the calm tone of voice, he said:

 “He wanted to give you his heart, all the love that he kept inside. He was trying all this time to understand if you love him too. There also were days when he tried to forget you. He was fighting with this feeling. He was trying to empty his heart of pain while singing. You thought it’s a game, you kept playing using different roles: sometimes you were a stranger, sometimes a lover, sometimes an Angel and sometimes a Demon. Even singing all the songs in the world, he wouldn’t empty his heart, the love for you was too deep inside. Even I couldn’t help him to forget you… He gave me his heart, I’ll use it to make you happy… I’m sorry, but tonight he died.”

The girl fell on her knees and started desperately to cry: “Why? Why did you let him die? You are his Angel, you were suppose to protect him!” She could hardly speak, her heart was devoured by the flames of pain.

“I was his Angel, guarding and watching him from above, listening to his pain every night before he was going to bed, listening to his songs about you… I was helping him to move through it all, but tonight he said he doesn’t need me anymore. I couldn’t make you love him, because I wasn’t your Angel. Now I am your Angel, but it’s too late to change anything… He died of love.”

Crying out loudly she said: “Do you think I’ll ever be happy? I won’t be happy… I won’t be happy without him. I don’t need happiness if I cannot share it with him! Take my heart too, I don’t need it anymore!”

“He gave me his heart because he wanted you to be really happy… What for do you wanna give me your heart?”

“Use it to bring him back to life!”

“Do you think he gave me his heart in vain? I am an Angel, I’m not the Creator…” Angel put her on his back, spread his wings and took her on a flight that erased her memories about this love and about everything that happened in that night. After that he let her sleep, guarding and watching her smiling in her dreams.

It’s a beginning of a new chapter in her life. She doesn’t remember anything about the love she felt.. All the pages from her past life were burned and their ashes were scattered throughout the world from the height of an Angel flight.

She is happy… as happy as no one can be. She is seeing in her dreams a face of a stranger, she doesn’t know why, but her heart is smiling…

You’re cold inside..

You’re not the one I hoped for..”

I do not own this song, it belongs to Lisa Marie (The Veronicas)

Lonely but not alone
These city lights can not make this home
And it’s too damn cold tonight
And I forget all the reasons why I try

To hold you close to me
You’re the only ghost I see
And I want you so bad tonight
So I’ll give into the longing the last time

Don’t show me mercy
Because I can’t win this fight
With you on my side
Don’t say I’m worth it
To keep me up at night
When you don’t even know the price

Your green eyes make me blue
How am I to run from you
And do you pull me in afraid to let me go
I can see the light
Your perfect lips won’t win tonight
Like they always do
Your green eyes make me blue

I wish I could believe your lies
They’re the same ones that I tried
I wish I could cut all ties
You go your way and I’ll go mine
Get the hell out of this place
Before you say my name
Send my heart back up in flames
I’ll never make it to the fire escape

Your green eyes make me blue
How am I to run from you
And do you pull me in afraid to let me go
I can see the light
Your perfect lips won’t win tonight
Like they always do
Your green eyes make me blue

Don’t show me mercy
Because I can’t win this fight
With you on my side
Don’t say I’m worth it
Just keep me up at night
When you don’t even know the price

Your green eyes make me blue
How am I to run from you
And do you hang me this high just to watch me fall
I can see the light
Your perfect lips won’t win tonight
Like they always do

Your green eyes make me blue.

Sometimes when you love, you have to let go,

Even if it hurts nobody should know…

You’ll live with this feeling that’s crushing your soul,

You’ll get used to that, just let him go…

Put all this feelings in your desire to reach a dream,

Mix them in your coffee with some sugar and cream.

Feel the taste of this feeling. Now it is closer than a friend,

It will live inside you until your last song, until the end.

And you will cry sometimes… but that’s ok,

This is the way you’ll empty your heart of pain,

It will refill, the tears will caress your eyes again.

Just stop wondering why and who is to blame.

This feeling will always punch you in the chest,

Stop trying to fight, the pain won’t let you rest.

Stop trying to fix something, it will become worse,

You just have to learn how to live with this curse.

It will place inside your heart a little black hole,

Slowly but surely it will cosume your sensitive soul.

Before you’ll totally lose yourself in darkness,

Sing some songs, make a good coffee and light some candles.

Don’t stop dreaming, even if they think you’re a fool,

They even don’t realize what you’ve been trough,

How bad you were spinning in the pain’s carousel,

And how sadness puts you to sleep in its soft cradle.

Pray for him to be happy, to find his real love,

Now you’ll be his Angel, watching him from above.

Maybe that is your mission, to be the Angel of someone,

Even if your life doesn’t look like Heaven at all.

Let Him Go…

Music and Lyrics by Anastasia Levitchi

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Ia-ma inapoi,

Nu ma lasa in ploi

Sa recitesc poeziile

Pe care le-am scris despre noi.

Cui m-ai lasat?

Ne-am despartit ciudat.

Povestea noastra

E unicul meu cant nefinisat.

Refren:

Ia-ma inapoi…

Ia-ma inapoi…

M-ai lasat sa le cant

Strainilor, plangand,

Despre dragostea noastra,

De-ai putea sa vezi cum si ei plang.

Sper ca-ti amintesti,

Ne-am iubit ca- povesti,

Dar a devenit totul

O drama de ganduri nebunesti.

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Estamos demasiado cerca
Para iniciar la guerra.
Pero, para que estamos luchando?

No voy a dejarte
demasiado cerca
Para que me hagas mas  dano, no mas.

La expiracion nace al lamentar...
Alejate de mi hasta que 
No estemos  demasiado cerca.

Alejate de mi hasta que
No estemos  suficiente cerca.
Alejate de mi hasta que
No estemos suficiente cerca.

Yo acepte que nuestra historia
No tiene un final feliz.
No te quiero demasiado cerca.

Quieres demonstrarme que estas
Demasiado cerca
Para haser me sentir
Que no soy suficiente fuerte.

La expiracion nace al lamentar...
Alejate de mi hasta que 
No estemos  demasiado cerca.

In fiecare noapte imi golesc inima.. in zadar.. In fiecare dimineata se umple din nou. Picaturi de tine patrund in noapte, usor mangaindu-ma. La apus ma umplu cu amintiri despre noi, cu dorinta ce geme in linistea resemnarii. Sentimentele se despletesc din parul timpului zburlit de vantul pasiunii, prefacandu-se in cenusa. Scrumul zilelor in care am ars nu se scutura de pe amintiri. Zilele lungi sunt gravate pe chipul atins de tristete, care epuizat inca mai cauta atingerile si saruturile lasate de tine. Nu mai vreau sa ating ruinile ce au ramas din noi. Nu vreau sa se repete mascaradul plin de fatarnicie. Iadul de masti ce dansa peste chipuri niciodata nu a redat adevarul, nu a plans cu durere, nu a sarutat cu dragoste si nu a zambit de fericire. Masca mea nu a stiut sa ascunda sentimentele ce alunecau in privirea tradatoare si cuvintele tremurande.

O ceata de ganduri ramane pe vaz si auz, o simt prelinsa pe durere cu un un gust amar de frica ce urla in nestire, in imensul apus. I-am spus linistii sa-mi cante, sa-mi implante in patimi saruturi de ploi, ea stie ce rana ma doare si in ce intuneric adorm. Sa planga misterul, pe care l-am ars de viu, dar tot ma ademeneste si vrea sa reinvie. De m-ar lasa in pace, in odihna de veci. De-ar vrea sa ma lase pur si simplu sa traiesc… Soarta sa-si ridice panzele si sa nu privesc inapoi, sa ma arunc in goana furtunii, sa ma duca in acele brate care stiu ce inseamna dor.

Unde esti, inger? Pe unde iti calca pasul de cantec, de nu il aud? Cui ii daruiesti privirea de stele?

Tacerea nu umple golul cuvintelor nespuse iar singuratatea creste ca o floare fara parfum…

Music and Lyrics by Anastasia Levitchi
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Tu, ma inneci in placeri,

Ma saruti cu dureri,

Ma inveti ce-i iubirea.

Tu, imi aduci dragostea,

Ascunzi in flori fericirea,

Mi-aduci in suflet lumina.

Tu – puiul meu de vis,

Iubesti ca-n Paradis,

Tu…

Refren:

Tu – zambet ciudat,

Unica mea sete de lumina,

Sarut nascut sub luna,

Placeri ucigatoare

Ce le ascund de lume.

Tu – 7 batai de aripi

Deasupra cerului de noapte.

Iubire-ascunsa-n soapte,

Priviri pierdute-n stele,

Cauti fericirea-n gandurile mele.

Tu…

Tu – dorul meu salbatic,

Imi saruti destinul dramatic,

Sufletul mult prea romantic.

Tu –nopti nedormite,

Sperante dezlantuite.

Tu…

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Now I’m trying to start a new life,

Far away from you.

Now I’m trying to be someone else,

To forget the pain of all those years.

I feel like I got lost

In the world of my dreams,

In the world of strangers,

But I’m still trying to forget

The painful memories.

I took the world on my shoulders.

Chorus:

So stop coming in my dreams

And stop whispering my name

`Cause I’m freed of all my fears,

I’m not anymore the same.

And don’t ever let me know

If you still feel something for me,

If you love me, let me go

`Cause I don’t feel what I used to feel.

My glance is kissing the stars

In the night, I’m whispering songs to my guitar.

Thanks for what you did to my heart,

Thanks to God I can turn all that in art.

And even if there’s too much wrong,

This feeling made me strong

I’m weak only when I’m writing songs.

I need music more than love,

Inspiration more than life.

I finaly took from the heart your knife.

Acum, iata-ma singura. Lung ma saruta de sus imensul cer de apus. In nestire imi adun amintirile din vant, din umbre si ploi. Din negre unghere s-a intins o tacere inalta si panze enorme de frig flutura in vant, iar visul batran poarta sub pleoape cicatricile mortii si ma ademeneste sa-i ascult la nesfarsit cantecul de dor. Il port agatat de ranile de aur cu vise bandajate, daruindu-ma dorului si insingurarii lui, melodiilor prin care trec amare ape ce izvorasc din inima impietritului mister.

Spre ce tarm ma impinge, dorule? Ma orbesti din nou cu neiertatoarele mistere, oglindesti in lacrima limpede a orei chipul vesniciei, iar pe cenusa orelor in care am ars nu mai infloreste nici un ecou de fericire. Ma inchide in el jocul, jocul fatarnic si ma intampina in drum despartirea ce ma preschimba in fum.

Prea multe vise, ametite de duhul dorului, cad prinse in lantul de moarte. Bantuita de spaime, imi duc visul prin padurile de doruri, iar tristetea imi asterne saruturi la picioare. Roua visului atarnata de geana lunii, scrie pe filele palide negre insemnari, grele intelesuri pe care in zadar incerc sa le strig.

Tu – dor salbac, nu-mi invia durerea! Nu-mi aduce infernul in piept, acum cand am stins scanteiele de plans si frumusetea mortii nu ma doare, nici amintirea chipului pierdut; acum cand imi surade in brate fericirea firavilor ani… Inceteaza sa mai cauti loc in inima mea.

She got home tonight around 7 pm, planning on doing what she always does, write her diary. She’s having it since her father gave her one when she was 17. She’s writing everything, all her thoughts and feelings goes in that little book she hides in her guitar case. No one’s touching her guitar and she knows that her diary is safe there and no one is going to climb into her soul.

As usual, she took the pen with the black ink. Sipping from her coffee she started to put words to her feelings, to share her thoughts with the pale papers of her diary.

“Dear Diary,

Today I was thinking, thinking a lot!

I’m having thoughts of driving in the rain, in the evening, when the sun worships in front of the moon, falls under her spell, gives her the sky’s kingdom. When, among the teary clouds, the pale queen is starting to dominate the night mysteries, forming a blurred reflection on the asphalt caressed by the rain.

I love rain. It speaks to my heart in a language that my heart can understand. The rain can hide the tears, but I’m not afraid to show them. This is not a weakness; it’s a state of the soul. I’m letting my fate to lead me, just like the clouds are leaded by the wind. Leaving the darker side of everything with the miles behind me, thinking through it all, loosing the memories of the years I spent in love. I will survive that and the pain won’t crush me into pieces.

When you lose someone this feeling follows you to remind how easy it is to get hurt. This feeling always stays with you. For some moments of happiness we are paying with infernal eternity of sadness. In so few days I managed to feel and to live so many feelings. I was burning terribly in the breakaway flames of passion. I was the slave of my torturing dreams in the anguish of my spiritual emptiness… My soul is longing for love, but I won’t love again. I’m gonna wear the taste of Spring on the lips, the warmth of Summer in my eyes, the smell of Autumn in my hair and the coldness of Winter in my soul. I’ll dive my heart into the cold stillness.

I’m afraid that the world is going to crush down on me if I allow myself to be happy even for some moments and I don’t know if I can endure it. But for the first time in a long time I feel good. For once I didn’t regret the day before it begins. I welcomed the day with a smile, with an open heart, realizing that I haven’t died for the feeling of happiness.

I forgot him. Well, I didn’t forget him, but the memory about him doesn’t torment me anymore… Yes, it hurts anyway; I think I just got used to the pain of this wound or, perhaps I became stronger.

Strong men break down very loud. So loud that you can hear the crackle of their souls, you can see the fragments of power that fall on the floor. They don’t cry, they don’t ask for help. They just break down.

Why it took so long to let my doubts go? We walked long time on the same road, but I chose my own way and I wish he chose his own way too; I let him go, be happy, even if it isn’t with me. I won’t find happiness in his world, so I’m turning back to mine. I was looking for happiness in a wrong place, but I was just looking for happiness…

Now I feel different, it’s like I got alive and I am happy to feel it. Today I understood that it’s time to forgive my past and simply to be me, to start building some beautiful memories. Today I remembered how beautiful it is just to be me. I remembered who I really am, what I achieved in my life. I was thinking about the people around me; they were always here for me, even when I was too busy thinking, hiding deep in myself. I have friends and I’m rich because I have their love! I’m proud of who I am!

I fixed the fragments of my power. After a while it is harder to cut on a scar… I am strong again, I’m alive.”

This feeling was embracing her increasingly tighter. Her inner world was in a perfect harmony with all that was happening around her. Her sensitive lips have sipped the last drops of coffee while the wings of her thoughts were waltzing in a beautiful flight of the cured memories. She took a look in the mirror, being happy to see there a smiling face, she took the keys of the car and went out to listen the rain’s softly spoken whispers that were releasing her desires. She went to taste the night. Her soul is free, free like a bird freed from a cage of fears. The feeling of harmony made her more beautiful than she ever was.

She still has a lot of beautiful moments to live, inspiration to write and songs to sing.

Ca pe spini si petale de flori pasesc prin durere,

Din cupa amintirii beau veninul amesecat cu miere,

Nu mai esti oaspetele insolent al gandurilor mele,

Dar misterios apari in visele imbratisate de stele.

De parca vrei sa-mi spui ceva, de parca-ti este teama,

Tacut imi strangi la piept sufletul impanzit de drama.

Un sentiment ciudat ne-a instrainat sub soare,

Sub luna palida ma hranesti cu placeri adormitoare.

Ma ademenesti sa traiesc in visele de tine desenate,

Sadesti seminte noi de durere pe ranile vechi, ingropate,

Ca sa culeg regrete si suparari in diminetile ploioase,

Sa privesc cu tristete fericirea din coltul viselor umbroase.

Cuvinte de dragoste si dor nu o sa mai smulg din mine,

Sentimentele tinere, atinse de timp, o sa ajunga batrane,

O sa ma atinga si pe mine timpul, o sa fuga de mine tineretea,

 Visand acelasi vis, in leaganul orelor o sa adorm tristetea.

Incalzind in inima amintirea putinelor zile fericite,

Trezesc in mine speranta ca sufletul meu o sa te uite,

Ca noaptea o sa te alunge din visele pe care le domini,

Iar sufletul o sa inceteze sa mai caute sentimente si fericiri.

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Sora, imratiseaza-ma strans,

Doar tu stii cat am plans

Si asculti mereu ce am de zis.

Sora, spune-mi ca stii ce simt,

Spune-mi ca n-am innebunit,

Ca si tu ai iubit.

Si as vrea sa te mai rog…

Refren:

Daca-l vezi intamplator

Spune-i ca nu mi-e dor,

Spune-i ca nu mai plang

Si despre el nu mai cant.

Daca te-ntreaba ce fac,

Spune-i ca nu-l mai plac,

Chiar daca a regretat

Te rog sa-i spui c-am plecat.

 Sora, cand iubirea pleaca,

Cand speranta se ineaca,

Cum faci durerea sa treaca?

Sora, spune-mi ca stii ce simt,

Spune-mi ca n-am innebunit,

Ca si tu ai iubit.

Si as vrea sa te mai rog…

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Iti mai amintesti

Cand mi-ai spus pentru prima data ca ma iubesti?

Ingerii au coborat

Sa pazeasca magia care ne-a ademenit.

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Cu petale de flori au plans peste noi,

Ne-au acoperit cu aripile lor de ploi.

Cu saruturi fierbinti tu ma incalzeai,

Cu a dragostei plapuma ma-nveleai,

Ma iubeai… Imi aduceai in palme bucti din Rai.

Ma iubeai…

Cu dor ma imbratisai,

Cu saruturi, ochii de soare mi-i ocroteai,

Crini albi imi daruiai,

Despre dragostea noastra ingerilor le cantai.

Fericirea e iluzorie ca un fluture, nu-l poti prinde… doar ii urmaresti zborul de departe cu priviri triste, resemnate.

Toti vor sa prinda fluturi. Sa-i poarte prinsi in par, pe buze de saruturi insetate. Fluturi pentru inima si vise de implinire neatinse.

Unii calca roi de fluturi sub picioare. Omoara fericiri, iubiri si zambete… Lasand sub pasi urme de dor, dureri si suparare.

Eu imi las fluturii sa zboare, nu mai vreau sa-i prind. O sa-i urmaresc din departare, admirand misterul zborului, tainele caruia gandul mi-l ating.

Fluturi din amintire… purtati de vant, suspendati de cer… Vor sa descopere misterele iubirii, cautand drumul spre nemurire.

Fluturi de dor plecati spre tine in stoluri… De vrei calca-i in picioare, omoara-mi fericirea… Pe petale de crini albi culca-i in cavouri.

De vrei lasa-i sa te atinga, pe pleoape, pe buze, pe palme… Primeste-i langa inima cu dorul meu sa o strapunga.

Imi scald cantecul iubirii in lumina amurgului, taiata in secvente de-al lor zbor. Daca o sa-i primesti langa inima, sa auzi melodia purtata prin lume de aripile lor.

Sa citesti de pe aripi de hartie poezii innebunite de prea mult dor.

Te rog sa le dai foc imediat daca nu vei intelege sensul lor.

Fumul aripilor arse sa se ridice spre albastru, sa se prefaca-n nori, sa ploua peste lume, sa ploua peste flori.

Fluturii tai, valsand peste verdele campiilor in zbor, sa fie ademeniti de parfumul florilor crescute din fumul acelor poezii de dor.

O sa soptesc fluturilor despre visele mele, sa zboare spre Paradis, sa vorbeasca ingerilor despre ele, aruncate demult in abis.

Cat timp a mai ramas? Mult prea putin, cat o viata de fluture…

Ei mor in fericirea zborului, pe cand visele mor cate putin in chinurile dorului…

Cat timp a ramas?

Cat o viata de fluture dureaza fericirea… Fericire n-a mai ramas…

Tot ce mi-a fost dat mi se cuvine… Imi urmez intocmai destinul de pe palme desenat de supremul pictor in ziua lipsita de inspiratie si culori.

Dimineata ma desprind de vraja viselor colorate. Cand deschid ochii, zilele se imbraca in ceata, iar oarbele masti ale noptii se incrusta in pupilele stelate.

Am devenit un trup setos de suferinta, un orb plutind intr-o barca de umbre prin furtuna de culori, naufragiat intr-un final in intuneric.

Ucid navala de lumina cu ochelarii obositi, ce-i port ca pe o masca ascunzand tainele ce trebuie sa ramana in umbra, tainele innoptarii ochilor nedaruiti vederii…

Medicamentele dorm in ascutisul flamand de chin si durere, injecteaza suferinta in ochi, in umbra fara margini ce cutreiera pamantul, in suflet…

O ghiara de iad peste retina imi pedepseste soarta cu un vast taram de ploi. Ultimul tipat al lacrimii pune peste durere flori, sa se reflecte in ochii obscuri… Am sa plang petale…

Oarba, am cerut de la pasari aripi de dragoste si dor, sa le ard in inima mea si sa ma topesc in zborul nascut de fumul lor.

Nu sunt cine am fost, nu sunt cine vreau sa fiu. Nu stiu cine sunt. Port cerul pe umeri si greutatea nestirii legata de picioare. Am invatat frumusetea suferintei, cred ca e tot ce pot sa simt. Cand sageata, cu rugina adormita in tais isi cauta rana, eu stiu ca in sufletul meu o va gasi.

Nervii latra. In umbra mea se ascunde o umbra ce e pregatita sa bea cupa cu venin… o alung, dar prea lunga e reintoarcerea in mine…

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Now, when I know

That I will never come back home,

I’m not afraid,

I feel I need to be alone,

Just wanna tell you

That I loved you

And I still love you.

Just wanna tell you

That I’ll always

Remember you.

Chorus:

Just wanna look into your eyes

For the last time in my life,

Just wanna hold you in my arms,

Even if it will leave me scars,

Just wanna say good bye,

I’ll watch you from the sky…

Remember my voice and my guitar.

I wanna leave all the pain behind me,

I wanna try to start a new live,

But I won’t forget you,

I’ll be  always loving you,

No, I won’t forget you,

I’ll always sing about you,

Just for you…

Love…

Love is a deadly sweet poison.

Love is joy, somewhere there… in the chest.

Love is an Angel in a beautiful sculpture. Frozen.

Or a Devil, but very seductive dressed.

Love is sleepless nights in a bed of alluring flowers,

Love is the spring inside, with the bittersweet flavors.

Love is the sorrow written in poems by restless authors.

Love is a fabulous drawing of nonexistent colors.

Love is flowers, heat, painless touches of sun,

Eyes closed, warm rain crying over the town,

Love is power, lordship, inescapable domination,

Love is obedience, respect and self-dedication…

Love is a pain for the soul, silent wounds on the heart,

Loud screams from the inside. Prayers. Sins. Love is an art.

Love is freedom, or a prison of all existing feelings,

Love is sometimes slow, sometimes too fast heart beatings.

Love is strange, overcast days. It’s an unbelievable reality,

It’s when you think that dreams are real. Lies. Love is duty,

Memories that last forever, sweet kisses, hugs that in a moment die,

Unspoken words, secret desires, fear and dying butterflies.

Mysterious glances, mysterious gestures, mysterious words,

Mysterious smiles. Unbearable mystery, mystery hurts.

Love unusual creates, but also unusual destroys

Winged destinies, dreams and yesterday’s hopes…

Love is the question without any reasonable answers,

It’s the answer to the questions of incurable dreamers.

Love is when you miss with all your being, but you’re not missed,

When you suffer in silence, remembering when you kissed.

Love is a burning Hell inside the peaceful Heaven,

Love is dark days, bright nights. It’s when you’re fallen.

When you’re lost in a drunken flight, you touch the sky,

When you painfully hit the ground and when you cry.

Love is coldness, no matter how hard you try to warm up,

Love is forgotten happiness in the morning, in a coffee cup.

Love is a game which you don’t know how to play,

Sometimes you win, but usually lose. Love is an unknown way.

Love is a gun to the temple, plumb mixed with blood,

Irreparable mistakes, decision, you give up on being proud.

You won’t forget what you did for love…Will you forget

All the stupid things you did? When you were always upset?

Love is a flower that grows quickly in your inside,

But when the flower is wilting it takes all your pride.

Love is a battle with yourself, when you’re fighting for life.

Love is a bleeding heart that was implanted with a knife.

Love is trembling, crawling under your soft skin,

Stealing your life, your innocence, leaving you with its sin.

Love’s dancing with the Devil, you dare to look him in the eyes,

Believing he’s an Angel, believing in his lies.

You know what is love, no need to write anymore,

Just look inside you. Whom do you think about after all?

Who made you feel something that you never felt?

Who made you feel happy? Who made you feel sad?

Who did for you something that no one ever did?

Who wiped your tears and kissed gently your eyelid?

If you think of someone after all you read above,

I assure you, that person is your Love…

Se pregatea sa plece…

Isi analiza gandurile de nenumarate ori in timp ce fumul de tigara ii mangaia sufletul cuprins de regrete. Era mereu ocupat, doar atunci cand fuma isi oferea posibilitatea de a se intalni cu propria persoana, cu visele lasate in umbra timpului, cu sentimentele injectate de iluzii pe care mereu incerca sa le suprime, sa le ascunda in cel mai adanc colt al uitarii, dar e imbatranit de dor, imbolnavit de dragostea plansa de-o viata. Pe chip i se citea o criza grea de melancolie ce rima nefericit de mult cu dragostea de acum cativa ani, inca treaza – o biata poveste din vraja.

Era ademenit de mister si asta il facea slab… Cu o inima atat de sensibila, stia ca dragostea nu este sentimentul cu ajutorul caruia va atinge tainele fericirii. Se consuma, daruia mai mult decat primea in dar.

Nu era un cersetor de sentimente, isi dorea doar sa fie iubit de cea pe care o iubeste de prea mult timp, cu prea multa fiinta. O invita in prea multe ganduri, prea multe nopti vorbea cu ea in vise, ii daruia o infinitate de nopti nedormite cand si-ar fi dorit sa-i daruiasca dragoste pe petale de flori, saruturi in mijlocul strazilor scaldate de ploile primavaratice, cuvinte de dragoste mai sincere ca rugaciunile, fapte mult prea nebunatice fiind imbatat de a dragostei magie, nopti de o dragoste ne mai simtita, fericiri sorbite din cafeaua diminetilor ploioase. Sa-i daruiasca fiecare rasarit de soare, fiecare stea de pe cer, melodii de chitara atarnate de semiluna, imbratisari fierbinti cand se amesteca intunericul cu lumina. I-ar fi alcatuit zilele ca pe o poveste…

Ea i-a oferit in dar o vesnicie de suferinta, amintiri prafuite si vise ingropate in cenusa timpului batran.

De parca Dumnezeu e neputincios si bucuria in el moare… Se lasa purtat prin lume de blestem, isi duce umbra la plimbare pe aleea zilelor uitate de fericire. E toamna in trup, in suflet si in regrete. Tristetea il culege ca pe-o floare. Se alcatuieste ca pe o poezie pe care nu vrea nimeni sa o stie, o poezie din amestec de vise si delir… A inflorit in el durerea si cantecul s-a stins in el.

Lumea de parca a murit de-un veac, de parca maine se va naste…

Oboseala lovea peste ore. Si-a stins tigara, fiind un gest de reprofilare in lumea reala. A pregatit cateva replici standarte pe care le va folosi pentru a-si explica starea in caz ca cineva o sa-i observe urma de tristete si a plecat sa infrunte incercarile unei noi zile, sa alcatuiasca o strofa noua in poezia vietii sale…

I tried so hard to let these butterflies from my inside to die,

But when you touched their wings, they started again to fly,

My undisclosed desires, dreams and fears started to fly too,

My soul alerts me, the war started again, with myself or with you?

You disturbed my silence when I thought I’m finally getting alive,

You’re playing again with my life, how much do you think I’ll survive?

So go away with your saint innocence and leave me with my sins,

I’ll be the girl who I was before, the girl who’s living in her dreams.

In dreams where she’s drinking her happiness from the cup of coffee,

In dreams where she’s smelling her peace of the petals of a lily,

Where inspiration and feelings are touching the strings of her guitar,

Where she has a lion heart and her destiny is shining like a star…

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Why can’t I celebrate the love?

Everytime it’s hurting me…

Tell me, love, who do you want me to be?

Why can’t I keep going on my way?

Love is always here to play,

Showing mercy ’cause I can’t win this game.

Chorus:

Love is a murderer, it’s killing me…

What you’ve done, baby, to me?

You don’t know even how it feels

When love breaks all your dreams.

I am tired to fight…

What you want, baby, from my life?

What you want, baby, from me?

Please stop killing me…

When I’ll stop feeling only pain?

Wasting my feelings in vain?

Loving someone who’ll never feel the same…

Wish… Oh! How I wish I could change

And never ever be the same…

Don’t wanna fall in love again.

Never again.

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Am vrut doar sa iti spun “Salut…”

Sa te intreb banal “Ce-ai mai facut?”

Daca-au fost zile in care sufletul te-a durut,

Daca ti-a fost frig iar eu n-am stiut…

“Salut…”

Am vrut doar sa iti spun “Salut…”

Sperand ca imi vei spune ca-n vise m-ai vazut,

Ca-n bratele tale din nou m-am pierdut,

Ca ti-a fost dor nebuneste de-al meu sarut…

As fi vrut sa-ti spun mai mult… dar…

“Salut…”

Refren:

Ajuta-ma suferinta din suflet s-o alung…

Incepe prin a-mi spune “Salut…”

Am vrut doar sa iti spun “Salut…”

Ca imi este dor cred ca stii demult…

Ca nu stiu ce sa fac, sa ma opresc sau sa lupt?

Am devenit nebuna… Ce mi-ai facut?

“Salut…”

Am vrut doar sa iti spun “Salut…”

Sa fiu puternica si sa tac iar n-am putut,

M-am dezis de Paradis pentru un necunoscut…

Spune-mi “Adio” daca nu vrei sa-ti mai spun “Salut…”

“Salut…”

Azi a atins din nou cu amintirea gandurile ce inca mai dor.

Pastreaza pe buze cuvinte mute, chinuite de prea mult sens,

De prea mult timp ascunde ceea ce simte atat de intens…

S-a uitat pe sine insusi in al dragostei infometat infern,

Isi bea cupa de durere din candoarea dorului etern,

Se umpla de rani si de plans in bratele norilor viscosi,

Isi taraie umbra prin lume ascunzandu-si ochii misteriosi.

Intre sufletele lor se intinde un vast teritoriu al absentei,

Tulburand-o in culorile intunericului lasat asupra dorintei.

Ca un leu, furtuna lacoma de spatiu devora departari…

Talentul ei de a iubi o machiaza si o imbraca in dureri.

Sfasiat pana la tipat, talent predestinat pe veci nepretuirii,

Ratacit printre cenusi, in sanul noptii, in ascunzisurile nestirii,

Il poarta ca pe un sarpe al pedepsei in jurul gatului inocent,

O stranguleaza oricand incearca sa uite de nemilosul sentiment.

Vantul fuge peste noapte cu-n sunet metallic de sabii insetate,

Strapungand miracolul zidit intre suflete de dragoste imbatate,

Ea a plecat sa lupte singura in razboiul despre care nimeni nu stie,

Iar celor ce au aflat nu le pasa de se intoarce moarta sau vie.

Gandul la tine imi aduce cu lacrimi impodobite flori,

Cu pasi de fum speranta iti mai cauta privirea,

Tarand amurguri si umbre fara a-ti simti iubirea.

In patul meu nu mai e loc pentru atatea vise,

Inca mai ascund sub perna sentimente neatinse,

Cu o rece amagire continui sa ma invelesc,

Imi aduce doar friguri iar eu incerc sa ma-ncalzesc.

Esti cel mai mare chin in durerosul act de-a fi,

Te aud si te vad in toate, oriunde as privi…

Eu voi ramane pururi plecata nicaieri,

O sa ofer iubiri si doruri in schimb primind taceri.

Sopteste-mi numele cum n-a fost soptit de nici o gura,

Citeste-ma ca pe-o singuratate ascunsa-ntr-o sculptura.

Doar cuvantul e pamantesc, reda ce mi-a fost dat din cer,

Cine mi-a dat ceea ce simt va ramane pe veci in mister…

I’m going straight into the mouth of unknown,

It’s hard because my heart is not made of stone,

I’m scared and I don’t know what it’s going to be,

All I know is I want to keep you close to me.

The way you look at me tells me things unspoken,

Tells me that your heart has already been broken,

I can feel what you feel when I am around you,

I can’t let this feeling die; you said you feel it too…

I found myself; don’t make me run away again,

Don’t make me think that all I feel will fade in vain,

How can I ignore something that is so inside of me?

What if only with you I’ll be who I was meant to be?

I never thought I can feel this strange – sweet feeling,

When I think of you I forget even about breathing,

For some reason this feeling exists so deep inside of me,

It hurts, but I want to see what it will design of me…

The words of love lay on my silent lips like secrets,

I can’t speak them… I’m afraid I’ll pass all limits,

I’m afraid I’ll spend my hopes lost inside of your game,

And I even don’t know who is to blame…

You are clouding my beautiful dreams every single night,

On a guitar string they are hanging upon the crescent light,

A voiceless song inspired me to write about the way I feel,

When I thought you took everything leaving me in ordeal.

The less you give, the more I want…  Stop tormenting me…

Your eyes declare a glance of trust and love to me,

But when I get close, you treat me like a stranger,

If you know what can help me, just tell me the answer…

Music and Lyrics by Anastasia Levitchi

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Nu e iubire… E condamnare…

Dezamagire… Nu e scapare…

Ce vrei viata de la mine?

Nu-mi da sperante daca o sa moara,

Nu-mi da iubire daca o sa doara,

Lasa-mi inspiratia si-o chitara.

Refren:

Cant pe strunele rupte

Sentimentele-mi abrupte,

Cad in iubirea desarta

Ce ma lasa fara soarta…

E si asta o arta…

Ia-mi de pe buze tristeti si soapte,

Cuvinte nespuse in noapte ascunse,

Ia-mi de pe pleoape vise distruse…

Norii carunti imi intuneca gandul,

Dorul m-atinge tandru ca vantul,

Nu mai inteleg ce se intampla…

He’s the happiness in my soul,

He’s the sadness in my mind,

He’s the one that I adore,

He is everything I want.

He’s the dream of my every night,

He’s the moon that shines so bright,

He’s the sunshine in my heart,

He is everything I want.

So many days and nights

I was waiting for you,

I was sure that somewhere

You are waiting for me too.

Face to face and heart to heart,

Now we are together,

I am yours and you are mine,

Take my hand and hold me tight.

CHORUS:

You’re the happiness in my soul,

You’re the sadness in my mind,

You’re the one that I adore,

You are everything I want.

You’re the dream of my every night,

You’re the moon that shines so bright,

You’re the sunshine in my heart,

You are everything I want.

It’s not a dream, it is true,

Everything I feel is you.

You made me feel alive again

And I know you feel the same.

I found peace in your eyes,

You found happiness in mines.

Now hold me close to you

I need to feel again it’s true…

Pieces of yesterday are merging in my mind,

Forming paintings of memories that drive me blind,

‘Cause I can’t see clearly when I’m far away from you,

Staring at my memories, dreams where I can be with you.

I can see your smile again, your lips, your eyes,

I can feel your arms around me and love that never dies,

I can hear your voice that’s more beautiful than any song,

I can feel I’m weak again, tired of always being strong.

You are in my veins and I cannot get you out,

You’re flowing through my body without changing the route,

From the heart to the mind, mixing my thoughts and feelings,

Boiling the blood inside me, melting my fragile wax – wings.

Your kiss is all I taste at night inside of my mouth,

I miss your touch that’s like a rain during the drought…

All these memories make the tears fall from my eyes,

I’ll turn them into diamonds; wear them on your neckties.

You buried all your secrets inside my pale skin,

Like wires, they’re piercing my whole body; you gave me your sins,

I’m wearing them close to mines, inside my full of madness mind,

I couldn’t see that I’m dying… Loving you made me blind…

Imi zgarai gura cu povesti mult prea frumoase de dragoste, sarut fumul gol fara ca sa-ti simt buzele… De mult timp nu mai scriu poezii, sunt niste gemete chinuite ale coardelor vocale.

Orasul pare a fi strain, a disparut cum un lac dispare sub gheata… Multe au inceput aici, multe au gasit un sfarsit. Multi oameni si-au spus “Adio”, multi si-au unit sufletele pentru o vesnicie…

Parul mi se arunca in vant culegand umbre de speranta si se lasa sarutat de aerul primavaratic…

Imi beau zilele ca pe niste medicamente expirate, m-am obisnuit ca fiecare sentiment sa devina o catastrofa, dragostea sa fie purtata in suflet ca niste caramizi. Tu de parca te ascunzi in ceruri, dupa luna si stele, iar aripile de plumb nu ma lasa sa ajung la ele… Nu ma pot inalta spre cer – pieptul mi-e plin de infern…

Nu stiu, cat se poate sa mai port tristetea in ochii orbiti de dragoste… O sa-i inchid ca sa-mi ascund pupilile incetosate de iluzii si vise naive.

Nu mai sunt poezii, melodii si nici viata, doar ochii tai in orasul de gheata…

Vreau sa te simt aproape…

O sa desenez pe razele soarelui ca pe un portativ, note din saruturi, sa-ti atinga pielea cu melodii luminoase de o dragoste nemaivazuta… O sa mangai cu genele fata aerului pe care il respiri, sa-ti patrunda in plamani, langa suflet atunci cand inspiri… Pe un spin de trandafir o sa-mi imprim atingerea, sa te intepe tandru, sa iti patrunda in sange, sa simti cum iti mangai venele, cum ajung la inima… O sa ating cu palmele vantul, sa se joace-n parul tau, in locul vantului as fi vrut sa fiu eu… O sa imprastii pe strada zambete, acolo pe unde iti calca pasii, sa fii fericit mereu… O sa citesc povesti pentru noapte, luna si stele, sa le prefaca in vise pentru tine, sa le vezi cand somnul te va prinde in ale lui mistere…

Iar eu o sa raman in umbra… O sa imbratisez umerii unui strain si o sa incep a plange ca o nebuna care a fugit din spitalul indragostitilor…

Nu pot sa te ating, nici sa te vad, dar asta nu ma opreste dragoste sa iti ofer… Simte-ma mereu, in tot ce te-nconjoara…

O sa-ti ofer dragoste, nu-mi pasa ca ma golesc, prefer sa raman cine am fost – un copil al singuratatii…

So many days and endless nights,

Ask the rivers of tears that I have cried

Watched by the night sky and its lights,

Ask the old moon and ask all the stars

If I have ever loved you…

This love left me scars.

Ask the earth to bury me inside its heart,

Ask the sea to draw me in the deepest blue

If I have betrayed our love, our beautiful art,

If I’ve betrayed the feelings I still feel for you.

My whole life is like a long tunnel

At the end of which

You call my name.

Ask the night to show you in your dreams

The way I would love you if you only let me,

Ask the gentle wind that it’s kissing your lips,

To surround you with my warmth – lovely.

Ask the clouds and ask the rain

If I have ever missed you…

I wonder if you feel the same…

I wonder if you love me, if you miss me too,

It’s like I have nothing when I’m not with you,

I miss my blood, my forces and my skin,

When I miss you I miss everything about me.

There’s no air, there’s no life and sky,

Everything is missed…

Even the birds can’t fly.

Lasa-ma sa te iubesc cum nimeni n-a stiut,

Cum nici in vise n-ai vazut,

Jur ca n-o sa doara.

Lasa-ma sa strang la piept durerea sufletului tau,

Sa ti-l arat si pe-al meu,

Prin melodii de chitara.

Lasa-ma sa te iubesc cum vreau sa fiu iubita eu,

Iubirea noastra sa devina muzeu

Pentru inimi indragostite.

Lasa-ma sa te iubesc…

Lasa-ma sa te iubesc…

Refren:

Te caut in noapte, te caut in zi,

Ce faci din mine? Nu ma rataci !

Prin ganduri salbatice iar hoinaresc,

Te vreau langa mine sa-ti arat cum iubesc.

Ma cert cu oglinda, incerc sa gasesc,

De ce de mult timp nu mai stiu sa zambesc.

A iubirii orfana, cu vise m-alin,

Ma golesc daruind totul unui strain.

Lasa-ma sa-ti colorez cerul in verde,

Amintiri ce nu le vei pierde

Iti voi darui.

Lasa-ma sa iti cant melodii parfumate,

Toate tie dedicate,

Cu dragoste ornamentate.

Lasa-mi macar un sarut imaginar,

Sa il port in buzunar

Langa inima-mi ranita.

If I would be a song…

I feel like a dusted plastic flower in the corner of an old, dark room. Around me is a dusted piano, a dusted guitar, cold walls adorned with dusted medals… Here’s no yesterday and no tomorrow, because here’s no life… only dust everywhere.

I tried to keep my balance, in the end to discover how painful it is to fall. I also kept trying to convince my wandering heart, but each fire was a scalding flame that eventually burned me like a piece of paper.

I keep the time in the trunk, close to my dreams, hopes and… love… I’m not strong enough to unlock this rusty catches.

I hide myself inside me, in my poems, in my songs… There is everything about me, there is my dusted soul, words from my heart that cannot be spoken. Somewhere, someone knows the words to the songs I sing… Somewhere, someone realized I wrote about them…

Each song holds memories, feelings… They all are dedicated to someone who made me feel something…Cold feelings warmed in my soul by music. I put feelings in everything I do and say, all I loved, I loved alone, maybe that’s why I’m always exhausted…

I’m always writing songs to someone, that’s how I’m expressing my feelings. I sing because there’s no reason to speak anymore… In every song is living a story, but I’m the song that no one sings… and it’s ok, I’m happy to sing.

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Maybe she’s crying, she’s crying, she’s crying,

She’s thinking ’bout you in her room…

Maybe she’s listening your song again and again,

Maybe she’s missing you…

Maybe she loves you, she loves you, she loves you,

She’s just frozen in her fear…

Or maybe she’s drunk now and she doesn’t care

That you love her for real…

CHORUS:

Let her go, let her go…  You did everything,

Now she needs to think…

Let her go, let her go…  If she loves you

She won’t give up on you, she won’t leave you.

Maybe it’s killing her, killing her, killing her

Like it is killing you…

Maybe this feeling scared her

And she doesn’t know what to do…

Maybe she wants you to kiss her, to kiss her,

She wants you to say “I love you”…

Or maybe she’s now with him, now with him, now with him,

She doesn’t think about you…

“Te privesc cum dormi, de la distanta unui sarut.  Zambesti in visele misterioase ce te-au furat de langa mine. Cat as vrea sa-ti vad visele… Sa-ti citesc gandurile… Dorinta de a-ti saruta zambetul imi chinuie sufletul, intrebarile imi ametesc gandul. Oare zambesti pentru ca ma visezi?

Mi-e frica sa te ating, nu vreau sa te trezesc in caz ca ma visezi. Zambesc si eu, sarutandu-ti necontenit visele, privirea mea iti atinge cu dor pielea iar gandul compune cele mai frumoase melodii de dragoste, doar pentru tine, sa te invat sa le canti la chitara cand te vei trezi.

Te privesc la nesfarsit, nu ma pot satura de tine… Ma intreb, ce mi-ai facut?

Sunt aici, langa tine, iti pazesc somnul si visele de realitatea ciudata… Iar atunci cand te vei trezi, tot aici voi fi, sa-ti prefac viata in vis.

Nu stiu cum sa te iubesc, o fac asa cum simt si-mi doresc sa nu te mai indragostesti de nimeni altcineva, sa savurez doar eu dulceata buzelor tale, gustul carora il simt mereu, dulceata carora nu poate fi stearsa nici de ploaie, nici de timp. Doar eu sa-ti ating pielea cu atingeri sculptate de o dragoste nebuna. Doar ochii mei sa-i privesti atunci cand rostesti cuvinte de dragoste, pline de sinceritate si dorinta. Sa respiri doar aerul  parfumat de dragostea mea. Vreau sa fii doar a mea…

Dese ori ma intrebam, ce este dragostea? Incercand sa-i dau definitii ma pierdeam in confuzie. Acum stiu… Dragostea esti Tu. Am vrut sa-ti spun toate tainele mele, dar mi-am dat seama ca ai devenit una din ele. Te iubesc… Asta e taina mea…

Acum trezeste-te, deschide ochii sa-ti vad focul viu din privirea ta, sa ma saruti, sa ma imbratisezi… Mi s-a facut dor de tine…”

Gandurile i-au fost intrerupte… Exact in acel moment ea a deschis ochii, privirea ei ii strapungeau sufletul cu sageti nenumarate de fericire. Dormise doar cateva ore insa el simtea ca a asteptat o vesnicie.

Vocea ei somnoroasa a rostit cele mai frumoase cuvinte pe care el le-a auzit vreodata:
“Te-am visat, Leutule. Te iubesc.”

Raspunsul lui tremurand a umplut spatiul cu dragoste, strangand-o tandru la piept i-a zis:
“Cred ca am inceput sa-ti vad visele… Eu te iubesc mai mult.”

Ea nu-si mai dorea nimic altceva decat sa-i simta atingerile:
“Saruta-ma…”

Trupurile lor s-au pierdut intr-un dans plin de dorinta, dor si dragoste…

Daca simti ca iubesti, daruieste-te cu adevarat… Persoana care te-a facut sa simti cel mai frumos sentiment pe care l-a simtit sufletul omului vreodata, merita cele mai frumoase gesturi… Nimic pe lumea asta nu te impiedica sa fii fericit. Uita de frica, pur si simplu iubeste…

I am just crazy for you, babe,

I’m thinking about you every single day,

I’m waiting the day I’ll hold you in my arms,

Feeling the  sweetest feelings in my life.

I wish I could know what’s in your head,

I wish I could make you happy when you’re sad,

I wish I could be your only one,

To bring you up when you are down

CHORUS:

So tell me, baby, what do u feel

When you know I’m thinking of you?

When you know I’m living for you?

Do you need my love? Do you need my soul?

‘Cause if you don’t I’ll die alone…

Without you baby I’ll fall…

I want you to feel the same for me,

I swear I’ll do anything to make you see

I will love you, baby, till the end,

Untill death will take my hand…

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Something from the past is holding me back,

Something that I try so hard to forget

And I’m falling (falling, falling, falling)

Again…

I can’t stop the voices wispering in my head,

Loving you torments me, always makes me feel sad,

But I love you (love you, love you, love you)

Again and again !

CHORUS:

So just run from me,

Just run from me,

‘Cause I can’t run from you,

No, I can’t run from you,

Baby, I can’t run from you.

Your words always confused me and I can’t understand,

Do you love me too or you’re just playing a game

And I’m cryin’ (cryin’, cryin’, cryin)

Again…

Why couldn’t you tell me everything that you feel?

Should I keep tryin’ or should I stop here?

And I’m screamin’ (screamin’, screamin’, screamin’)

Again and again!

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Music by Anastasia Levitchi/ Lyrics by Daniela Diacenco

http://balladepourdanielle.blogspot.com/

I am a streak, you are a light,
You are a star, I am the night,
You are the day, I am the sun
And without you I am no one.

You are the king, I am the queen,
You are my wish, I am your dream,
I am your bird, you are my sky
And without you I cannot fly.

CHORUS:

You are a secret, I am a kiss,
You are the one I really miss.
I am your hope, you are my love
And our passion flies above.

I am the pain, you are the joy,
I am your song, you are my toy,
You are the air, I am a leaf
And without you I cannot breathe.

I am the sunshine, you are the dark,
You are the fire, I am the spark,
You are an angel, I am your wing,
Only for you I’d like to sing.

Lumina rece a lunii imi strapunge aceste oase rupte,

Prin geamul inghetat, izolandu-ma de lumea ce nu stie s-asculte.

Alerg… Ocolind umbre si vise, ganduri dureroase fugaresc,

Lasand in urma cuvinte nerostite de un dor neomenesc.

Am fost indusa in eroare de catre un diavol deghizat,

De acei ochi ai naibii de inger, in care m-am refugiat.

Nu am crezut ca poti aduce nori pe al meu cer

In momentul cand credeam cu adevarat ca esti sincer.

Un alt vis s-a spulberat intr-o infinitate de moduri,

Am incercat sa-l salvez cu ale chitarei acorduri…

Sufletul mi l-am salvat, visul l-am lasat sa moara,

Cum ma lasat si el sa mor, in ritmuri triste de chitara.

Am gasit un mormant acoperit cu frunze, de mult timp parasit…

Asupra caruia, indurerata, am plans la nesfarsit.

Pazit de ciori negre ca noaptea, mormantul fara nume

Acoperea bucatile de vise ce le-am ascuns de lume.

E locul de odihna al viselor ce mureau pe rand,

Al increderii, sentimentelor ce-au pierit in al meu gand.

Am construit din ganduri versuri, ca sa scot cumva afara

Tot ce-a durut si doare- dezamagirile ce ma-nconjoara.

Am sa las chitara pe mormant, langa crinii ofiliti,

Ce-a colectat tristeti si lacrimi din acesti ani chinuiti,

Sa cante faramele de vise, sa reinvie in melodii,

Iar tu sa auzi si sa ai bucurii din ale mele tragedii.

It’s my lonely way to breath the air,

Scared of the reasons for I’m starting to cry,

I’ll stop here, in an unlovely way, even if I care..

‘Cause it’s time to kill this feeling, to let it die.

So I’ll grub the gun, I’ll put it on the table…

I’ll upload it with bullets of happiness and joy.

After that I’ll put it to my restless temple,

Encouraging myself, getting ready to destroy.

When I’ll be ready, I’ll start to pull the trigger,

Keep doing it until I kill the demon from inside,

Witch reminds me ‘bout you and hides the glimmer

Of who I really am, the glimmer of my pride.

Killing the memories, feelings and strange days,

Tears, weakness and black Sundays…

Goodbye to you… now look how I am breathing,

I’m getting alive, I’m smiling, I’m finally living…

So speak to me gently, but carefully, I can close my eyes at any moment and sink into your ephemeral fairytale. You can promise me stars, and everything above them, I’ll believe you.

You probably even don’t realize what a devastating wave you are, covering my thoughts and fears. How deep pierce me each word born out of your mouth.

Be careful with them, words are powerful weapons, uplifting and destructive. Be careful with your games, I can get lost in them and you’ll be living in my every word, every glance, every thought and even in my silence.

Just stay with me… ’cause you bring happiness…

Cu fiecare zi mi-e tot mai dor,

Ma topesc cand imi spui ” Somn usor”…

Nu-nteleg ce simt…

Oare m-am indragostit?

Cand te vad inima-mi tresare,

Simt ca nu ma tin pe picioare…

Cad in dragoste,

Totul pare-a fi o poveste.

REFREN:

Vreau

Sa ma simti in inima ta,

Sa imi spui cuvinte dulci de-un dor nebun,

Sa-mi prefaci tristetea-n scrum.

Doar tu

Poti sa-mi dai aripi sa zbor,

Sa-mi gasesc prin lume ratacitul meu viitor,

Sa dansez prin ploaia din al dragostei nor.

Doar tu…   Ratacitul meu viitor…

Noaptea visul te-aduce la mine,

Toata ziua gandul mi-e la tine,

Mereu ma urmaresti…

Oare indragostit si tu esti?

Cand te vad inima-mi tresare,

Simt ca nu ma tin pe picioare,

Cad in dragoste,

Totul pare-a fi o poveste.

Gasesc doar sfarsituri in cautarea inceputurilor,

Incercand sa construiesc aripi din metal vinturilor,

Stiind ca vantul nu are nevoie de aripi sa zboare,

Ca nu ai nevoie de dragostea ce ti-o ofer fara-ncetare.

Si-am sa incerc din nou sa fug, cum am facut de multe ori,

Prin campii cu spini, continuand sa cred ca-s flori,

Si n-am sa  simt cum sangele imi curge pe picioare,

Pentru ca inima de mii de ori mai rau ma doare.

Ca un leu in circ, strapung cercuri inflacarate,

Cu fiecare saritura prefac in scrum visele-mi ciudate.

Sa ma opresc in mijlocul flacarilor, sa-mi ard viitorul?

Sau sa continui sa traiesc dupa cum spune dresorul?

What the Hell am I doing to my own heart?

Believing a lie that everything’s alright,

I’m playing a love game, I’m barely breathing,

I can’t win this game, I’m already bleeding.

My soul is burning again in evil flames,

I have to run away before you’ll say my name,

Before you’ll say again all the sweetest words,

Before my mind will fly higher than birds.

You are the ghost that’s haunting my mind,

I’m thinking of you when I’m kissing the wind,

Even if your love is nothing but a lie,

I’ll play this painful game even if I die…

Now coffee is her love, it tastes like his kisses, the warmth of it is like his embraces and it smells like his perfume. Unfortunately she broke her favorite cup but that’s nothing… he broke her heart.

She’s living a life far away from him… She prays for the wind to sing between them turning her thoughts into ashes and taking her feelings far away from her soul…

She’s naive and sincere, if she’s hurt – she cries, she can read minds, she’s cute – sometimes likened to a child, she’s beautiful, a lot of people told her about it, she is neurotic and hysterical often inventing problems for herself, she has big eyes and naive heart. She smells so tasty, just like happiness. She wants to be strong, she wants to be cold but it’s all stupid… She is real, she is strange – strange, stupid, lonely, but alive and real…

In the evenings she’s dreaming about dreams, touching with her lashes the air, listening how wind is singing.

In the mornings, she’s afraid of her glance in the mirror, she can’t explain to herself the silence that traps her, the silence that is so loud.

Now he’s a warm wind on her palms and the smell of autumn in her hair. Black eyes in her memory. A strong coffee on her lips. Songs of  love in her player. He’ll remain an unfinished coffee in a Sunday morning. Some tears with sugar at the bottom of her cup… She just remembers him.

All she’s feeling is real. A sort of allegory of mourning with a cup of coffee in hands and an aching heart. Spiritual crisis, a quiet one and without drama, maybe just a little.

She doesn’t like when someone climbs into her soul, reminds her about what she tries so desperately to hide, about all this pain, this fear. They can not even imagine how difficult it is to fight once again with yourself. She’s trying not to look inside herself and she wants everyone not to do it too, she’s trying to find comfort in her pain, she’s ok like that, so don’t interfere.

Miss those days when I was drinking tasty Lviv coffee…

Enjoying the rain, the fall and the life…

Miss those days when I felt the whole world loves me,

When I was feeling like I’m finally alive.

Miss those days when I was just simply walking,

Near my lovely friend, who made my soul fly

Through coffee smell, stone lions… while I was thinking

That Lviv is my heaven… my heaven is a place nearby.

Quietly looking around, I just couldn’t believe my feelings,

I’m not anymore a stranger everywhere…

Listening my friend’s stories about Lviv in the evenings,

Wondering why I wasn’t born there…

Now all I have is just dreams, sweet memories,

And a cup of coffee from Lviv… it’s a gift from my friend,

It doesn’t taste the same in my world of worries,

But it brings me peace and hope that it’s not the end.

And now I am saying an endless Thank You to my destiny,

For meeting you, for your love, for who you are, my friend,

You filled my life when it seems to be so empty,

Since now I’m here for you… until the end.

Упади дождём, вонзись глубоко в меня  и что бы последняя капля была бы слезой радости, на щеках моих счастьем забытые…

Выбросись с небо, что бы я поймала тебя в свои мокрые ладони, спрячься в моих волосах, отдохни на моих ресницах…

Спрячь от меня солнце, не дай прикоснутся к моим глазам, оставь мне серый цвет дней и туманное изображение…

Пока я буду смотреть на небо, зацелуй мои губы, утопи их в своих каплях нежности, не смывая с них сладко-горький вкус кофе и аромат воспоминаний…

Я чувствую тебя в каждой капли дождя… Я пыталась убежать от тебя, но дождь по всюду… всегда догоняет меня…

Music by Mihail Levitchi

Lyrics by Anastasia Levitchi

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When I first time saw you,

I didn’t know that you

Will save my soul from Hell.

I just didn’t fall in love

With you and didn’t know

That I will be with you.

I was so lonely, was dying slowly

Untill you took my hand.

Now I’m like in Paradise,

We’re chasing buterfflies,

We are breathing love

CHORUS:

Everytime I close my eyes,

I wanna be in yur arms,

To feel your warmth and breath

Wispering in my ear.

Te-am vazut asta noapte-n vis,

Ai aparut ca un inger trist,

M-ai imbratisat…

M-am trezit si nu te-am gasit,

Oh! Cat de mult m-am indragostit…

Apari in viata mea.

REFREN:
Inima doar tie ti-o voi da,

Ma predau in fata ta,

Cat de greu imi e

In singuratate,

Te rog sa vii,

Sa fii cat mai aproape…

Mi-au spus sa nu mai traiesc visand,

Dar cum sa renunt daca-n vis te-am gasit?

Nu vreau sa revin pe pamant…

Ma innec in aerul realitatii,

Ma scufund in durerea singuratatii,

Vreau sa traiesc visand.

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Astazi deja nu ma mai doare,

Nu mai caut scapare,

Ma las dusa de ganduri

Printre oameni singuri…

Fete machiate de tristete,

Ochi acoperiti de ceata

Ce cauta speranta

Intr-o lume de gheata…

REFREN:

Are oare inima soare,

Sau in intuneric si ploi

Bate ea fara-ncetare?

Vede oare visul meu lumina?

Intr-o zi o sa-l ating

Si fericirea o sa vina…

Inimi mintite de fericire,

Dezamagite in iubire

Isi modifica ritmul bataii

In magia serii…

Ganduri aranjate in randuri,

Desenate pe tablouri,

Cantate la chitara

Cauta sa iasa-afara…

Dying ballerinas are dancing their last dance inside my heart,

I want that my time to die will come while I’m doing an art,

Like a dying ballerina who gave her soul in the midle of the dance,

I wanna die alone, composing my last song with the guitar in my hands…

And I now that this song nobody will ever hear,  it will die inside me,

So I’ll write about all my secret feelings, thoughts, about who I wanted to be,

About how much I love you and how much I wanted you to love me…

Parmi beaucoup de sentiments, je me sens perdue,

Et je peux pas echapper, suis deja mordue

Par un chaos dans mon ame… je peux pas sortie,

Le poison emotionnel fait me sentir engourdie.

Parmi les nombreuses reflexions, je me promene,

Je ferme les yeux pour savourer ce phenomene,

Parce qu’en ce phenomene je vois ton visage,

J’ai appris a rever, je veux pas sortir de cette cage.

Dans ce vieux monde, je suis un enfant d’amour,

Un enfant vieux qui est amoureux et triste toujours,

Fatigue de rever a l’amour qui n’existe pas,

A tes yeux qui me tourmentent chaque fois.

Je ferme les yeux, je veux voir dela d’une image,

Je veux voir ton ame, ton baiser et ton visaje…

Meme si je sais que l’amour n’existe pas,

Je ferme les yeux et je reve qu’il existe en moi.

I have no more veins, I have guitar strings,

Inside them is not blood, there are melodies…

That every single moment keeps me alive,

If there was a simple blood, I would probably die…

I have no more thoughts, my thoughts are poems,

I still remember when you were sleeping,

Holding tight my fragile, little hand,

I was happy…barely breathing,

Afraid to take you from your dreamland.

My love was flying above you, like moonbeams,

Warming and guarding your innocent grace,

My thoughts were unstoppable kissing your dreams,

It was late to stop this feeling… it filled the space.

I just wanted to fall asleep and never wake up,

This feeling was too beautiful to let it die,

My heart was beating crazily, likely to blow up,

This feeling was too impossible to let it alive.

It was enough for me to feel you’re close to me,

To listen the sweet song of your quiet breath,

It was touching my ear so gently and sweetly…

In that magic night, I fall for you so deeply…

I’m writing songs with the smell of memories,

I’m writing this poem to feel you close to me…

And I am still preparing, like a stupid, two coffees,

I don’t realize that things aren’t like they used to be.

Now all I have is an empty space near me in bed,

I’m falling asleep in coldness, with tears on my face,

I’m holding my pillow, you’re not here to hold my hand,

And I’m not with you to warm and guard your grace…

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Everything was perfect,

I was living in a dream,

Kisses, hugs and flowers…

Everything for me.

I gave you all I had

But I was too blind to see

That you are giving flowers

Not only to me…

Chorus:

Stop!

Stop, please!

No more words,

Don’t tell me ’cause it hurts…

Just let me hear the silence from my soul.

I need to be alone,

Please, give me back my love

And everything that made u think I’m yours,

‘Cause I’m not yours.

I thought I’m the reason,

The reason of your love,

But now I realize

Why you were so cold…

You told me that you missed me

Like you never did before,

But baby, I cured my eyes,

I’m not blind anymore.

Они пришли сюда повелевать.

Задача главная – всем миром управлять.

Он – добр.  Он – искренен. Он – очень благороден.

Но, к сожалению, не всегда и всем удобен.

Мир – театр для Льва. Свет рампы. Жизнь кулис.

Руководить. Вести. Учить актрис.

Быть центром мироздания и вселенной.

Звездой пленительной и необыкновенной.

Да, внешне, часто, он не царь зверей, зато амбиции их – больше чем царей.

Он – Первый. Он не может быть вторым.

Он – Солнце. Он – тепло. Сияет нимб над ним.

Вся сила в вере, в высшей правде сила,

И темнота для них опасна, как могила.

При первой тени и дымке сомнений – Лев требует мгновенных объяснений.

Он – храбр безумно, в ярости и страстности.

В нем нет и капли страха пред опасностью.

Клод де Бюсси, Дюма, Рокфеллер, Форд,

Ах, как любой из них и величав, и горд.

Наполеон дал комплекс им ужасный,

Им авантюрным, резким, страстным.

В любом из них есть горе и излом,

Видна дорога в сумасшедший дом.

Их знак – Огонь. Он – сексуален и горяч.

Карьера. Искусство. Поиски удач.

Как следствие провалы и банкротства. Ещё одна примета – первородства.

Не совместим с Землёю и Водой.

Он до смерти – Любовник и Герой.

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I have a secret in my soul,

About it nobody needs to know,

This sweet secret makes me feel alive,

It makes me feel like I won’t die,

But I’ll die…

Chorus:

Sometimes I wanna scream,

Sometimes I wanna kill

All the memories that are haunting me,

All the pain that I don’t deserve to feel,

All the secrets that I keep into me…

This secret makes me feel alone,

Makes me feel like I’m not in my world…

Sometimes I want to tell you all

About the secret from my soul

Cause I can’t keep it more…

Music and lyrisc by Anastasia Levitchi

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Brought by Demon or Angel,

Is love what I’m feeling?

Through dream or reality

Am I dying or living?

Is it a sin or something divine,

Where is my heart going?

Should I try to stop it

Or just keep suffering?

Chorus:

I wanna be the one you’re dreaming about,

I wanna be the one who’s deep in your heart…

You are the one that makes me feel alone,

Because of love… I’m a stranger in this world…

How long will I live

Fighting with my heart?

Trying in vain

To start a new life…

Is it a sin or something divine,

Where is my heart going?

Should I try to stop it

Or just keep suffering?

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Lyrics by Olga Zemskaya, music by Anastasia Levitchi

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Не могу без тебя дышать
И заснуть без тебя не могу…
Очень больно терять и знать,
Что тебя я уже не найду

Я закрою глаза на миг
И увижу рядом тебя!
Ты не слышишь души моей крик
И уходишь опять в никуда!

Припев:

Я от рая тогда откажусь,
Добровольно последую в ад!
Пусть я в муках тогда окажусь,
Без тебя жизнь идет невпопад!

Мне не страшно остаться одной,
Я уже не боюсь темноты…
Если б только остался со мной,
Если б только оставил следы…

Не могу без тебя дышать…
И в ночи без тебя не уснешь…
Я всегда тебя буду ждать,
Даже зная, что ты не придешь!

Что ты со мной делаешь, любовь?
Ты просто отпусти меня…
И я буду жить сама с собой,
Любить ночь, луну, запах дождя…

И капли будут целовать меня,
Ветер будет шептать любя,
Ночь обнимет как никто не обнимал,
А луна приласкает как никто не ласкал.

А ты, сердце предательница,
Опять предала, обманщица…
Боль тебя на танец приглашает,
И ты танцуешь даже если это убивает.

Душа горит глубоко внутри
Пока мысли мои пишут стихи,
Пока мечта ещё надеется,
Что я наконец проснусь и всё изменится.

Все хотят счастья, а я нет,
Оно длится всего лишь момент,
После этого грустью заболеваешь,
Думая что живёшь, ты просто умираешь.

Лучший друг это моя гитара,
Она всегда слушала и понимала,
Никогда меня одну не оставляла,
И всю свою любовь лишь мне отдавала.

Я разучусь любить  и быть сладкой как мёд,
Я стану гордой и холодной как лёд,
И не придется мне больше любить,
С этого дня я пробую себя изменить.

Show me your eyes and I’ll show you my soul,

Show me your heart, I will fill it with love,

Show me your lips and I’ll show you my kiss,

Show me a star, I’ll show you my universe.

Show me the moon and I’ll show you the night,

Give me your hand and I’ll hold you so tight,

Show me the sky and I’ll show you an angel,

Show me you’re strong while I’m so fragile.

Show me your smile and I’ll show you my tear,

Wipe it from my face and take away my fear,

Give me your love and I’ll give you my life,

Do what you want with it, just keep me alive.

Show me your mystery, Iwant to decipher it,

Tell me about your secret, be sure I will keep it,

Tell me about your dreams, I’ll give you hope,

If you’re linked by the past I’ll cut the rope.

Show me your scars, I will heal them with kisses,

Show me your pain, I’ll banish it with breezes,

Give me a stone and I’ll put live in it,

For you I’ll do everything, just tell me if you need it.

I’m loosing my mind when I think she’s kissing you,

I’m burning  inside when I think she’s holding you,

I don’t know how to save my soul, I’ll just let you go,

‘Cause I can’t take it no more, I’m out of control…

Does she look at you the way I used to?

Can she read your strange soul like I do?

Can she stop the time when she’s with you?

Maybe that’s why you love her, she can’t.. but I do.

I need to be silent, here I’m hiding my fear,

Cause even if I’m screaming, nobody can hear…

How could I believe that you’ll be always mine?

Something was changing but I was too blind.

I knew there’s no love without pain,

I knew there’s no rainbow without rain,

 I was too happy , probably I’ll never be again..

Because after a sunny day it will always rain.

Music and lyrics by Anastasia Levitchi

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I’m trying to keep all the memories

Away from me,

I’m trying to forget this love

But it’s still killing me…

All I ever wanted

Was a little piece of you,

A little piece of your heart…

Baby, tell me, how to forget you?

Chorus:

Now it’s time to say good bye,

Even if I know that I’ll cry,

Get out please of my mind!

Don’t try to lie to me once again,

‘Cause I believe in everything that you say,

Let me try to foget all the pain…

It’s time to say good bye…

On the wings of maybe

I’m flying away from you.

I’m not good, I’m not bad,

I’m just dying because of you.

Silence is screaming

Inside my disapointed soul…

I’m living like I’m dying…

Why did you let me go?

Who knows? Maybe I’m crazy…

Who knows? Maybe you?

Who knows? Maybe I’m crazy…

I’m crazy in love with you…

Imi ascund sufletul in fumul de tigara,

Incercand sa-l indulcesc cu o cafea amara,

Sa il inveselesc cu o melodie trista,

In formatia sufletului iubirea e solista.

Ea canta despre tine cu glasul visator,

La bass chitara canta prea talentatul dor,

Pianul, stapanit de indragostitul gand

E acompaniat de viorile ce plang.

Pe strunele violoncelului geme amintirea,

Niciodata nu am alungat din sufletul meu iubirea,

Ma indragostesc de ploaie, ma indragostesc de noapte,

M-am indragostit nebuneste de dulcile tale soapte.

In spatele formatiei danseaza un sarut,

Cu miscari gratioase pluteste prin vazduh,

Cu miscari de balerin se misc-o imbratisare,

Te cauta pe tine… Vei intelege oare?

Asculta aceasta melodie, ajuta-ma s-o cant,

Caci fara tine-aproape nu mai stiu cine sunt.

Imbratiseaza iar chitara, saruta-ma pe mine,

Sa cantam impreuna a dragostei melodie.

In preajma gandului infinit, fara spatiu si timp, uneori simt incapacitatea de a construi un viitor, invesmantata cu atat de multe iluzii in frigul acestei lumi cu nume de durere…
Vreau sa suprim indoielile de maine, insa inima nu poate uita indiferenta si zilele singuratice parfumate de tristete. Universul meu e condamnat sa ramana gol inca odata, vegheat de singuratate – o fecioara sculptata-n piatra, care a fost mutilata de un sculptor mult prea romantic.

Vreau sa cred in ceva dincolo de mine, in ceva ce nu se poate auzi sau mirosi… ca speranta, ca dragostea… Noi toti simtim nevoia de a crede in ceva pentru a trai…
Imi ramane sa tac, sa ma ascund si sa ma topesc… Sentimentele si visele sa le alung in cel mai adanc colt al sufletului meu, sa rasara si sa apuna in liniste, ca stelele in noapte. O sa traiesc in mine insumi, am o lume intreaga in sufletul meu, tainica si magica, pe care galagia din afara o suprima… Si vreau sa stau singura, sa strig, sa dansez, sa plang, sa rad si nimeni sa nu ma poata vedea, auzi sau judeca…

“I’m trapped in my own little world, but it’s ok… they know me there…”

Why am I always in love with the wrong person?

Why does it always kill me like a poison?

Why can’t I celebrate every day I’m living

Until I can dream, until I’m still breathing?

Who knows where my heart is hiding a smile?

I’m dying to see you, even just for a while,

I’m dying to taste the happiness of your lips,

I’m dying without you and I have no dreams.

Maybe I’m too sensitive, too weak to live,

I can’t fight myself, I just can not forgive…

Everytime when I think that I’m flying,

I realize that I fall, my life is the art of dying.

There is something in the way you look at me,

Your eyes see everything without a single word,

This is just the way I always want to feel,

When our eyes meet mysteriously in this strange world.

This moment is frozen in my memory forever,

I’m taking refuge in your sweet baby glance,

I’m trapped again in the eyes of a stranger,

I’ve been lied again by a bittersweet romance.

Lost in the arms of my unpredictable destiny,

I don’t know where it leads my sensible soul,

Why my heart always falls in love too easily ?

I would like to heal this disease, to become a doll.

But I feel this time it’s something different,

I feel the magic of love  that comes from your eyes,

I would like to cherish for a life time this moment,

I want to be frozen in a kiss that never dies.

I let them touch me and I cherish this moment ..

The answer came early in the morning to the rhythm of a street festival… What was happening wasn’t new. Things were moving around me, but I stayed in the same place that I have been all my life. With my values, my ethics, with my morals. And when you are like that, you can’t cover your eyes, but even if you think you know how things should be, the reality is that things are simple how they are. And in that, you find happiness…

You can dedicate many sleepless nights to rethinking your past love, the reality is that you’ll find very few solutions. You can try and repair any relationship but the last result will always be the same. In one moment, it’ll shatter into pieces like so many did  before, because a person represents what he/ she is, and it’s not easy to stop being who you are in order to love someone. It’s almost like a fight you’ve lost before it began. That’s why I think it would be great if relationships come with expiration dates, like  yogurts. In this way we’d know beforehand when the end comes and we wouldn’t waste time on insecurities, suspicions or arguments, we’d dedicate ourselves to cherish every single moment until the last possible second. There is something else about it, the good think about not having expiration dates, this fact has always kept us dreaming, that this time the yogurt will last forever.

We have 2 arms and 2 feet, and we also have the capacity to love, to want to touch each other, to feel under our fingers a heart that beats fast in the emotions’ rhythm , to kiss each other… There are many types of kisses. Kisses of passion, kisses of friendship, kisses that don’t say anything and kisses that say everything. Maybe that’s why a kiss means so much, because after you give it, there isn’t any  need to speak. Everything has already been said.

To love is not easy… and we all are trying to make it as hard and complicated as if it’s not enough… Falling in love is a reflex, something that you can’t learn or control… it’s like being afraid or breathing… Love is like a home… The doors, the windows, the furniture, the coffee, the empty space near you in bed… Love is everything. To love is also to understand rejection, to understand that you’re going to get hurt, you’re going to suffer, you’re going to cry. It’s to understand that things are very different from matrimony. Today you marry and will you live happily ever after? It’s not true …

I’ve learned something… I’ve learned that it’s not a sin when you hold someone so tight that you feel you are merged, you feel like there’s no beginning and end… but, if it’s a sin… then I’m a sinner, because the only God I believe in is Love.

Strigam, saream la bataie chiar si la baieti mai mari si mai puternici decat mine, atunci cand credeam ca am dreptate sau atunci cand simteam ca trebuie sa apar pe cineva… Mereu am simtit instinctul de a proteja, in deosebi atunci cand venea vorba de sora mea. Este mai mare, mai puternica decat mine din punct de vedere moral, dar mereu cand se certa cu cineva sau o suparau trebuia sa ma bag si eu in seama, sa strig si eu un pic, sa sar cu pumnii la toti, pentru ca nu asta ma facea sa simt frica…

Ceea ce ma face sa ma tem cu adevărat este faptul ca pot comite ceva ce nu voi putea schimba maine si niciodata… Frica de a gresi, de a nu putea oferi persoanelor dragi ceea ce asteapta intr-adevar de la mine, ca atunci cand o sa vorbesc din toata inima o sa fiu inteleasa gresit… Mi-e frica ca nu o sa reusesc sa fac ceea spre ce tind cu toata fiinta mea, ca timpul o sa treaca iar eu o sa raman in acelasi loc, cu aceleasi vise si sperante… Imi inspira frica gandul ca cei, ce vreau atat de mult sa stea langa mine, pur si simplu o sa plece si o sa ma lase sa infrunt lumea asta in singuratate. Mi-e frica ca nu o sa observ lacrimile si durerea celor care au nevoie de umarul meu sa planga, nu o sa le spun cuvintele potrivite pentru a le alina sufletele. Ma face sa simt frica gandul ca nu sunt o prietena adevarata pentru cei ce imi sunt prieteni adevarati…

Simt ca trebuie sa fac ceva iar eu nu fac. Oare o sa inteleg ce trebuie sa fac cu adevarat? O sa ma regasesc, fiind ratacita de prea mult timp? Mi-e frica ca nu o sa inteleg cine sunt eu. Mi-e frica de ceata, ca o sa ma lase sa-mi traiesc viata fara imagini si culori. Mi-e frica ca nu o sa reusesc sa spun lumii ceea ce e in sufletul meu, prin muzica si versuri… Sunt multe …

Dar stiu sigur un lucru, frica este ceea ce ne impiedica sa fim fericiti cu adevarat …

Mi-am spanzurat sufletul cu lantul de iluzii,

Am adulmecat doar mirosuri grele, prafoase,

Am obosit sa tot descifrez taine si aluzii,

Sunt asfixata de emotii si ganduri dezastruoase.

Lacrimile-mi spala masca vesela de pe fata,

Melodia trista a ploii o aud necontenit,

Visele-mi atarna pe un fir vechi de ata,

Sunt tanara, dar… inima mi-a imbatranit…

M-am rupt de realitate, traiesc in poezii,

Aici inperfectiunea ma face sa ma simt perfecta,

Culeg ganduri si sentimente din noptile tarzii,

Cand eul meu tristete si pustietate reflecta.

I’ll make a cigarette from my memories,

I’ll put there our hugs and kisses,

All that still hurts… all wilted petals of lilies,

It’s in vain to try to fit incompatible pieces.

I’ll light this cigarette of my feelings

To burn everything, to turn all into ashes,

To forget about all the wrong meanings

That tied my eyes with so many laces.

Every breath I take is destroying my future,

Every breath I take is shortening my life,

But what can I do with the love nature

That always hurts me like a knife?

I keep smoking… I’m looking at the moon,

While my thoughts are dancing with the smoke,

My cigarette is burning, I’ll forget you soon…

I know for sure I’ll get out of your yoke.

Din nou scriu ceea ce simt,

Cum altfel sa-mi alin durerea?

Culeg din suflet note, sa le cant,

Nu mai sunt dulci cum erau, ca mierea…

Si fiecare nota ma strapunge,

Fiecare cuvant il simt,

Chiar si struna chitarei plange,

Am incercat dar… n-am putut s-o mint.

Note de pe portativul inimii,

Se-mpletesc in atmosfera trista,

Ma las dusa de magia lacrimii,

Sunt a suferintei solista…

Si da… Iar scriu despre durere…

E un solo al sufletului meu,

Aici sentimentele-mi sunt prizoniere,

Fac din mine ceea ce sunt eu.

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Where is my world?

Where is my life?

Where is my dream

In witch I’m not running from myself?

Where is my happy end?

Where is the truth?

Who is my friend?

Who just want to break me down

And watch me live my life in pain?

I’m crying in the rain …

CHORUS:

Crying in the rain,

Singing all the pain,

Washing all the tears,

Feeling the scars of all this years…

I have my secret sorrows

Witch the world doesn’t know

And often they call me cold

When I’m only sad…

They call me bad…

I’m going nowhere,

Silence is my friend

Who’s sharing with me the feelings

That dance with this pain…

I’m crying in the rain…

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It’s like I’m going crazy, more and more,

I forget what I’m living for…

And maybe I’m looking like a fool…

It’s just because I’m in love with you.

I’m doing so many crazy things,

Telling words… I don’t know what they really mean,

Searching for reasons to see you again,

To look in your eyes that takes away my pain.

I can’t help myself, I’m always thinking of you,

So please don’t break my wings… I need you,

Don’t let me walk on the streets all alone,

I need you by my side… Let me be your own…

Se ineaca palma in lacrimile de pe fata, incercand sa stearga urma de durere,

A adormit si zambetul in somnul vesnic, uitand de sentimentul de placere,

Simt ca nu pot sa ma iert pe mine insumi, dar imi doresc atat de mult…

Vreau sa plec, sa las totul in urma, mi-e frica … dar trebuia s-o fac demult.

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Incerc sa-mi indrept ochii spre-nainte, dar gandul ma rapeste in trecut,

A fost ce-a fost…. n-o sa mai fie, dar cum sa-i explic sufletului nesatisfacut?

Azi doare mai mult ca niciodata, azi striga, urla totul in mine…

Ma cert cu Dumnezeu, iubitule, pentru tine, pentru ca nu poate durerea sa mi-o aline.

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Maine am sa-mi sterg praful de pe inima, sa bata puternic cum batea candva,

Am sa-mi acordez strunele sufletului pe care le-am uitat demult pe undeva,

Dorul, nu vreau sa ma mai chinuie… am sa zbor sa-l leg de-o stea,

Am sa fac totul ca sa te uit si sa invat sa iubesc pe altcineva.

Music and lyrycs by Anastasia Levitchi

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Sing me a lullaby,

I wanna fall asleep untill you’ll say godbye,

You may be sure – I won’t cry,

I need to hear in my dream

Your lullaby.

My angel will fly around,

He will bring a sweet violin sound,

I’ll fall asleep holding your head…

Promise me when you leave

You’ll put a flower in to my hand.

CHORUS:

Your sweet lullaby is breaking my heart,

I know you sing it for the last time…

I promised not to cry, but baby I lied…

Maybe we’ll be together in another life…

I can’t live without you…

This flower will always remind me of you.

Better I wll always sleep

Than to be hurt by love

That we could not keep.

Ce faci din mine, dorule? Ma lasi fara puteri…

Imi strangi in brate sufletul cu brate de placeri,

Ucigatoare vise sadesti in mintea mea,

Sa creasca flori cu aripi, sa zboare-n preajma ta.

Te vreau numai pe tine, nu vreau pe-altcineva!

Dar n-am sa-ti spun vreodata… Asta e taina mea…

Si taina va ramane atat timp cat voi trai,

Sau poate pan-atunci… cand singur vei veni…

Cu dragoste nebuna inima-ti voi saruta,

Sa-ti vibreze inima… asa cum vibreaz-a mea,

Saruturi, ce pe buze dornic mai traiesc,

Sa gaseasca eternitatea pe buzele ce le ademenesc.

Ce faci din mine, gandule? Vrei sa ma ratacesti,

Sa-mi traiesc viata in imposibile povesti?

Lasa-ma in pace, nu ma mai chinui…

Te rog sa ma lasi… pur si simplu sa pot trai…

Acum ca niciodata la tine ma gandesc,

Mi-e greu, mi-e dor, mi-e trist si… Te Iubesc…

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Inc-o zi

Respir prin amintiri,

Gandul cauta iesiri…

Inc-o zi

Privesc in departare,

Caut o alinare…

Inc-o zi

Inima ma doare

Se va vindeca ea oare

Intr-o zi?

Poate intr-o zi…

Inc-un pas

Spre-ancerca o viata noua

In care norii nu ploua,

Inc-un pas

Din trecut spre viitor

Fara a cere ajutor,

Inc-un pas

Fara tine langa mine

Pasesc sigur in nestire

Ca intr-un vals

In care nu stiu nici un pas

REFREN:

Azi…

Nimic din ce a fost nu are nici un rost…

Te las in urma mea…

Ieri…

Credeam in dragoste – o prea frumoasa fantastica…

Fantastica …

Inc-un gand

Ma inneaca in singuratate,

In intunecata noapte…

Inc-un gand

Ma face sa inteleg ca trebuia demult sa plec…

Inc-un dor…

Pe care-ncerc sa nu-l mai simt

Dar nu pot sa ma mai mint…

Inca te iubesc…

Inca te iubesc…

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It’s ok to not be ok…

It’s ok…

It’s alright to feel the pain inside…

It’s alright…

It’s not a shame to show the tears you hide…

It’s alright…

It’s not a shame to show your weakest side…

It’s alright…

CHORUS:

Don’t look into my eyes ,

I don’t wanna you to see

What’s inside…

I keep there my scars

After all the fights,

Wondering if  I’ll see again

Days and nights…

It’s ok to wanna leave this world…

It’s ok…

It’s ok to feel that you’re alone..

It’s ok…

For a thousand time again,

Putting words to my feelings

I say it’s ok…

For a thousand time again

I’ll start all over again..

I’ll be ok !

Lee Loo – Iubeste-ma (Music and Lyrics by Anastasia Levitchi)

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Iubeste-ma cum n-ai iubit pe nimeni,

Saruta-mi buzele ce parca suspina,

Ramane-n grija ta

Inima mea …

Zambetul meu ascunde mii de lacrimi

Ca si luna care este trista de veacuri

Dar totusi luceste …

Iubeste …

REFREN:

Sterge-mi lacrima de pe fata,

Otraveste-ma cu dulceata,

Sufletul imi este amortit,

Fara tine sunt o flacara in vant …

Vreau sa dansez o viata langa tine

Pe ritmuri de iubire, ritmuri de fericire,

Sa-mi spui ca nu visez

Cand ma imbratisezi …

Sa ma trezesc in fiecare dimineata

Simtindu-ti mangaierile pe-a mea fata

Si sa imi soptesti

Ca ma iubesti …

Again I’m here, holding tight my guitar,

Trying to save my soul with this song,

Remembering when you were smoking your cigar

And telling me that I’m wrong.

You was always making me feel guilty,

And I believed you, so killing myself,

I forgot about the world that’s so pretty,

Because of you… I was lying myself.

Among the resounding strings of nylon,

My soul is searching for heavenly peace,

Like an angel, behind the bars of a prison

Missing the sky, dreaming of release.

The tears are caressing my face while I’m singing

This lullaby for my pained, disappointed heart,

Inside me the silence is screaming,

I have something that I want to impart.

The memories come like a whisper in silence…

I swear it’s the last song I’m wasting on you!

I’ll reinvent love, it brings pleasure and brightness,

In my heart, in  my new world without you…

Inca ma gandesc la tine… Au cazut atatea ploi – am sperat ca vor spala toate amintirile, vanturi puternice – am crezut ca ma vor ajuta sa-mi alung sentimentele carora le esti stapan. Dar gandul meu incapatinat inca iti mai atinge chipul, sperantele mult prea fantastice inca imi mai srapung inima, iar dorul insolent inca imi mai invita lacrimile la dans.

Te simt langa mine, iti simt respiratia ce-mi mangaia umarul, aud soaptele ce ma vrajeau, cand buzlele tale imi atingeau urechea printre cuvintele dulci cu care obisnuiai sa ma alinti. Simt si fiorii ce ma lasau prizoniera in mijlocul imbratisarilor din care nu vroiam sa scap. Nu pot uita nici privirea ce ma facea sa ma pierd in spatiu ca o stea ce moare. Nici sarutul buzelor cu gust de cafea, cu fiecare sarut deveneam tot mai dependenta… Diminetile cand imi sarutai ochii… doar tu aveai voie sa-i atingi… Acum ochii imi lucesc, nu pentru ca reflecta lumina lumanarii, ci pentru ca incearca sa ascunda lacrimile ce nu au voie sa cada. Nimic nu poate descrie sentimentele ce danseaza cu aceste amintiri.

Cum pot sa iubesc atat de mult, cand mi-a ramas doar o jumatate de inima? Cum sa mai privesc spre viitor cand ochii imi sunt legati de umbrele trecutului? Am ramas o flacara in vant… O straina in lumea mea…

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Inc-o zi mi-a pictat sperante colorate pe panza alba a sufletului meu ratacit. Un cer verzui deasupra lumii mele singuratice, unde-mi cant melodiile alb-negre, melodiile ce sterg lacrimile versurilor mele inlacramate.

Un soare purpuriu, vanat de norii argentii ce danseaza Paso Doble cu vulturii viselor mele multicolore… Cu vise vreau sa-mi colorez realitatea stravezie, dar ele zboara prea departe de pamant ca sa le pot atinge, iar eu inca nu am invatat sa zbor. Respir adanc, incercand sa le simt cat mai aproape…

Copaci rosii ai dragostei, din care au ramas doar radacini impanzite in amintirile ce incearca sa ma rapeasca in trecut…

Flori galbene pe campul gandurilor mele ce cauta sa-mi descopere culoarea sufletului, ganduri pe care uneori nu le pot intelege nici eu…  Un vant roz ce strapunge spatiul, atinge tandru si gratios petalele visatoare, raspandeste mireasma lor si-mi parfumeaza aerul… Respir cu parfum…

Fluturi aurii ce-mi pazesc tainele inimii pe care gandul le atinge in fiecare noapte cand somnul nu ma prinde. Doar luna si stelele stiu ce ascunde inima mea nelinistita…

Asta este peisajul sentimentelor mele… Asa arata lumea mea pe care pot sa o vad in ciuda cetei dense ce mi-a rapit jumatate din imagini… si nu am nevoie de doctori ca sa pot vedea culorile vietii.

Avem o infinitate de culori in care putem sa ne pictam lumea. Noi suntem pictorii propriilor vieti.

Lee Loo – Take My Love (Music and Lyrics by Anastasia Levitchi)

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Chorus:

Night touches your face,

Kisses your eyes ,

It knows your secrets,

But I only dream

To touch your soul,

To feel your heart beating.

And I wisper to the dark night

To hold u like I want.

Open up your heart

And take my love,

Just take my love,

So take my love,

Take my love ..

Thinking about you day after day,

Knowing that you don’t feel the same

And this pain makes me feel so bed,

Sometimes I wish that I were dead.

Somebody tells me how to stay alive

If I have no more space in this life?

Where do I have to look to see again the light?

I have no more forces to fight …

Outside is raining, is raining in my soul,

I stay in the rain pained, all alone …

Trying to fly but I have no wings,

It is so hard I can not resist.

And I fall hitting myself of the ground…

Where are you? You aren’t around…

The scars are bleeding deep in my heart,

I can’t heal them because we are apart…

O dragoste invizibila ca aerul,

Pe care din pacate il respir doar eu,

Nu ma lasa sa adorm in intunericul

Pe care l-ai lasat in sufletul meu.

Tremur in frigul dorului ce ma cuprinde,

In noaptea eterna a inimii mele suparate,

Si doar in vis, imbratisarile tale blande

Imi alina durerea ranilor nevindecate…

Si cum ramane cu tot ceea ce simt?

Cu dragostea care in mine a inflorit?

Pe care vreau sa o las dusa de vant,

Dar mi-e tatuata pe inima cu un nergu aurit.

Am sa-mi inalt mainile spre cerul innorat,

Sa plang cu ploaia lacrimile nenumarate,

Ca de maine sa-mi deschid ochii cu adevarat,

Sa vad lumea fara tristete si singuratate…

Toata  durerea am s-o las  in trecut,

De azi jur ca incep sa traiesc cu adevarat.

Zambetul o sa-mi fie cel mai sigur scut,

Este prima zi a sufletului meu eliberat.

Mi-ai spus ca esti indragostit,

Ca zbori inaripat de fericire,

Mi-ai spus ca niciodata nu ai mai iubit,

Ca ea-i a vietii tale melodie.

De ce-mi spui asta tocmai mie?

Nu vezi oare ce simt eu?

Ca somnul mi-e furat de insomnie,

Ca m-am lasat vrajita de chipul tau.

Continui sa-mi spui cat e de frumoasa,

Cand esti cu ea sufletul iti reanvie …

Ma faci sa devin atat de curioasa,

Oare te iubeste mai mult ca mine?

Tac si ascult, iar sufletul imi plange …

Spune-mi, ce ma fac acum?

Lumina din ochi mi se tot stinge …

Cum sa mai pasesc pe acest drum?

Imi spui ca-ti canta la chitara

Si ca e obsedata de cafea …

Ca are o privire dulce – amara …

Asa spuneai despre privirea mea …

Doamne, vorbeste despre mine!

M-a facut sa mor si m-a reanviat…

Toate aceste cuvinte divine

Sunt despre mine … Nu m-a uitat …